simply me.

2009-08-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS DEADDD. and as promised to mandi, HERE'S THE POST ABOUT TODAY. :D

ION ORCHARD IS SO DAMN PRETTY, THE MIRRORS THERE ARE SO DAMN CLEAN AND CAMWHORE-WORTHY, THE CLOTHES THERE ARE SO DAMN EX BUT AHH SO DAMN NICE AND OMG I NEED TO BREATHEEEEE. :D basically. IT WAS GREAT and i had a fantabulously fun time today gaying with the gays and shushing alyssa and her loud whines and complains up and laughing at random shit. :D whee I'M HAPPY. :D

basically we walked around Ion from 12 to 4.45. which is like FIVE HOURS! haha we rock lah. and we ate SWENSENS <3! :D I LIKE SWENSENS. :D we camwhored like looneys in Swensens and the toilet. which seriously made us LOOK looney but who cares (we werent in our school u ANYWAYY :D ) so we continued looking like idiots :D wheeeee.

before Ion was NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION in school. the Sing Singapore @ St Nicks thingum. somehow i didnt feel very patriotic, LOL. and many people were damn annoyed with the stupid attire crap luh. we should all just wear school u for national day celebration next year can. >:/ at least people make an EFFORT to try and like WEAR something different. apparently the school doesnt think so. IRRITATING. :/ and mrs ___ was really nice to listen to us ramble on and on about our feelings, and actually feel so sorry for us! SHE'S SO NICE :)

k anyway. TK Choir came over to combine Street Calls and Sunset with us yesterday! :D they were good lah! their pitching was like WHOA and their 4 sec ones are DAMN STRONG! i'm looking forward to 25th August :D :D ESPLANADE EH, NOT BAD HUH. :D WE SHALL ALL SING SO DAMN WELL AND IMPRESS EVERYONE. :D AND BE SO PRO THAT THE AUDIENCE WILL GET GOOSEBUMPS AND THINK WE ROCK :D

okay i shall go and eat dinner now.

toodles <3

2009-06-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

I HATE PEOPLE WHO STEAL MY MUM'S PARKING SPACE EVEN THOUGH MY MUM FREAKING CAME FIRST AND WAS WAITING FOR THAT STUPID LADY WHO STOLE MY MUM'S PARKING SPACE TO MOVE OFF BEFORE MY MUM TRIED REVERSING INTO THE LOT AND SHE STILL DARED TO TELL MY MUM 'OH TOO BAD' LIKE OHMYGAWD HOW CAN THIS KIND OF EFFING BITCHES STILL EXIST. typically uncivilised, uncouth, UNREASONABLE bitch. okay so here's the whole event which made me so pissed off for the entire day yesterday and today whenever i think about it.

we were at the carpark opposite YWCA, and my mum already put on the hazel lights indicating that she was about to reverse into the lot just behind her. but then this car suddenly came up from behind so my mum stopped, thinking that that stupid lady in the car would go away before my mum tried to reverse into the parking lot. BUT WHO KNOWS, that bitch blatantly turned into the lot frontfirst, which left my mum and i utterly stunned. so my mum got out of the car, and knocked on that lady's window, telling her NICELY that my mum wanted that lot because it was shady and under a tree. THEN THAT BITCH TOLD MY MUM FLAT IN THE FACE: "oh too bad. you didn't indicate that you wanted that lot, so i parked my car in it. there are so many other spaces you can just park there." LIKE WHATTHEHECK?! MY MUM SO TOTALLY DID INDICATE THAT SHE WANTED TO REVERSE INTO THE LOT - THE EMERGENCY STOP HAZEL LIGHTS WERE FREAKING ON OKAY. THAT BITCH MUST BE SO BLIND TO THE WORLD. and the other places were SUNNY and HOT and that was the only space that was SHADY and UNDER A TREE. WHICH THAT BITCH TOOK. my mum was so shocked and being a nice person, my mum drove off to another lot. then after my mum parked the car and that bitch got out of the car, my mum told her in a calm tone: "i know that deep down you know that i wanted that lot." then that bitch said: "you didnt indicate... -and BLAHBLAHBLAH WHO CARES ABOUT HER LIKE SERIOUSLY-" and well since she was someone from my church my mum told her: " well you're not answerable to me, you're answerable to God. God Knows." and the bitch was like: " yes, i'm sure He does, my conscience is clear." LIKE WTF SHE STILL DOESNT ADMIT THAT SHE'S WRONG LAH. then after church, when we walked back to the car, we saw that the lady stuck a note to the windscreen of the car. here's what that stupid letter said (YES I'M SO PISSED I'M GONNA QUOTE WORD FOR WORD AND YOU TELL ME IF IT WAS HER FAULT OR MY MUM'S) :

SFN (uh my parent's car's number like WTH SHE CALLED US SFN?!),
GOD KNOWS (the title)

You parked straight alongside the kerb without indicating that you wanted that particular car park lot which is under the shade. I was under the impression that you were waiting for somebody and not that you wanted that lot. Next time, send your maid down to reserve the lot which you want. That way, disputes can be avoided as I am not expected to read your mind. You gave no indications that you want that lot when there are other lots available.

21/6/09

THOSE WORDS IN RED ARE THE ONES THAT PISSED ME OFF THE MOST. THE ONE IN BOLD WAS SIMPLY RIDICULOUS AND STUPID AND IDIOTIC, JUST LIKE HER. like oh yeah sure, next time i'll surely do that, maybe i should even ask my guard dog to stand there and reserve that lot. OH WAIT I FORGOT, I DONT HAVE A GUARD DOG. like OHMYGAWD?! her letter was a complete utter LIE and she was just writing it out of self-defence and guiltiness. YEAH SURE, her conscience was clear. RIGHT.

ARGH she just made me pissed at her again. okay i shall chill and not waste my time and energy on such irritating little old bitches like her.

-chills-

OKAAAY i'm fine now :)

on a muchmuchmuch lighter and happier note : FAREWELL WAS FABULOUS :D the performance was funny, the love story dance was surprisingly not that screwed and though we were like half and hour off schedule, i still enjoyed myself LOADS :D and sumo house with the blues and greens after that was great too, we CAMWHORED loads there hahaha :D then the soptwos who went (sharlyn gaybay, lehlin, subin, cassandra, kaijun and me) went to amk hub to walk around. literally, we just walked around with all our da bao xiao bao and talked and, uh, walked. yeahh. but ANYHOO, farewell was FUN and made me even more convinced that SNC IS THE GREATEST. <3

we will, and will always be SN Choir 2008/09 - the Blues, the Greens and the Whites. <3

2009-06-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

today was IKEA <3 with the babes kaijun and mandi :D we camwhored like mad, (no surprise there) cos there were many prettypretty mirrors and prettypretty stuff at ikea :D it was fun, i enjoyed myself so much, kaijun and mandi: WE SHOULD TOTALLY GO THERE AGAIN! and lets go Sentosa too! :D popped into amk hub after Ikea, but didnt get anything there except bubble tea lol. saw many stnicks people.

TENNIS LESSONS ARE FUN :D with me, my sister, mandi, kaijun and melissa as fellow tennis lesson learners (?) LOL. on saturday, after tennis, we surprised kaijun with a wonderful cake baked by mandi! lol as belated bday present. she was really surprised/ shocked (grah same thing?) so WHOO success! :D yay me and mandi can plan surprise parties already LOL :D

uploading Ikea pictures onto facebook now. but facebook must hate me or something, cos it doesnt want to be good and load properly. ): STEWWWPID. meh. >:/

okay buhbye. i shall go back to being annoyed at facebook. then eat my dinner. :)

2009-06-04T18:54:00.002+08:00

WHOA june is here, the holiday's here, IT FEELS GREAT. :D this term has been busy, tiring and a turmoil of mixed emotions.

blue badges stepped down last thursday, i cried til my nose was blocked and red and stuffy and i think i made a better rudolph than rudolph itself did. choir practice yesterday without the blues felt.. weird. empty. like something was missing. fun, maybe? or the strength of all of them? we sounded terrible yesterday, ( :/ ) and that was when it hit me so hard, the fact that the blues will never be singing with us again, White Horses, Pomlad, Jesen and Essassa would never be the same again, and that sop twos will always be sop twos but it will never feel the same way ever.

okay fine, now i'm done emo-ing. :)

actually, the holidays can get kinda boring. thats why i must GO OUT! GO OUT WITH ME, PEOPLE. i need companions to accompany me around singapore for GREAT SINGAPORE SALE! :D wheeee. and i wanna watch Night At The Museum 2! I NEEEEED TOOOO GOOOOO OUUUUUT or i'll just die of, uh, over-yearning. or something.

k buhbye.

AS ALWAYS,
snchoirbluesgreenswhitesftw<3

2009-05-25T18:00:00.002+08:00

JUBILATE VI, the best jubilate of my life. <3>

220509, the last performance with the blues, and the feeling is just indescribable. after all the hard work, the effort, the fun, the laughter, the tears, the gaying; it's all over. the blues all mean so much to me, really! without them in choir would be a WHOLE world of a difference. we NEED them in choir. they're the powerhouses, the blasters, the fabulous leaders, the friends - the ones who matter so much to me and to the choir.

BLUE BADGES '09, I LOVE ALL OF YOU WITH THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, I REALLY DO <3

okay enough for the sappy-ness. jubilate was a BLAST. i had tremendous fun camwhoring with my dearest KAIJUN ( :D) and other gay shyts (eg SHARLYN GAYBAY) etc :D am waiting for all my jubilate pics to load on facebook now so i can start tagging people! (omg and i havent studied tingxie and maths yet, so i shall do things fast and get off the computer fast :) )

damaihaozi, jesen, essassa. i see you differently now - you're the last songs we performed on stage, in the spotlight, as a GWH '09 choir. :)

SNCHOIR '09, BLUESGREENSWHITES, you make my world go round. :D

whoosh okay. now for saturday (230509), aka my cousin's wedding :D

i ate till i was damn full :) and took pictures with relatives :) pictures on facebook, as usual.

okay i really should go and study.

ohmygawd i dont have a life, like seriously.

2009-05-11T16:16:00.002+08:00

060509-080509;
Sec Three Leadership & Adventure Camp;
Group 7 - Amsterdam;
THREE GRACE OH NINE
ohmygeeee <3

camp was FAB i tell you. makes me feel really guilty about being so reluctant to go for camp before that. well i shan't go much into the details about camp cos that'll take very long and i have half an hour to post before Project Runway starts :D

so on the first day (06 May) - we arrived there, did stuff, had briefing, then went for Challenge Rope Course! omg damn scary i tell you. i didnt manage to try the rock wall so i was made to go for the other course - the one where there was a thin piece of rope and other ropes dangling in the air and you had to get across from one side to the other. i was shaking (i could feel the rope shaking beneath me) but BECAUSE I ROCK, i managed to get over the other side, yay :D okay fine, almost everyone did but anyway. i think that was easier than the one the other half of the class did, where they had to walk across a log without anything else for them to hold. just the rock, them, and their harnesses. :O i would've dropped down on my first step lah! then blahblahs later, we had dinner, then had campfire preps :D whoo made me realise how awesome my awesome class is. we all really worked hard together, and made our performance and cheers a huge success. we had fun, we enjoyed ourselves, we're all part of the THREE GRACE phenomena. <33

second day (07 May) - had TEAM Challenge and played many games to, uh, built class teamwork or something. but it was fun. THREE GRACE IS THE LOVE i tell you. :D then at night it was CAMPFIRE! campfire was a blast. some class's performance was damn funny lol. but i think three grace's is still the bestest YAY :D

third day (08 May) - it was raining, so we didnt do cleanup (cos we were supposed to clean up the campfire area, which was outdoors - duh, but it was raining, so.) but apparently our DEARRR instructor Ian helped us clean it up! i was shocked, cos he seemed very.. bo chap. and mean. and weird. and fierce. and unenthu. but actually after that he kind of lightened up. which made him less weird and unenthu. HAHAHA. but i think our two instructors are really not that bad, instructor Florence was really cute and sweet, and Ian was well, better after that. :)

a bigbig thanks to every single one of you in three grace, for making my camp the greatest one i've had, and for letting me enjoy myself so much and making me realise what an AMAZING bunch of greatness you guys are.

I LOVE YOU THREE GRACE THE SAME WAY I LOVE CHOCOLATES <3

ohmygeeee ftw!

i want nobody nobody but three grace, enthu awesome amazing fantastic phenomenal, i want nobody nobody, nobody but three grace WHOO <3

2009-05-03T16:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday was CIP/ funfair at SJII. well it was cip at a funfair actually, cos my aunt had a stall there and since the whole funfair was aimed to raise funds for Assisi Hospice so me mandi and melissa went there to help them sell chocolates and jellybeans and whatever random stuff they threw at us. in three hours, we enjoyed the satisfaction of managing to sell the chocolates to people, hated the feeling of rejection and people who dont give a damn to us and treat us like we're non-existent, met with a guy-bitch who's like the GAYEST and most ANNOYING WEAKLING i've ever met in my entire life, sweated bucketloads and basically, enjoyed ourselves despite many unenjoyable stuff. :D

okay now for the guy-bitch. so. he made us walk with him at least a few hundred metres to his car cos he bought like six cartons of drinks and wanted to borrow Assisi's trolley and so we were made to follow him and wheel it back. he parked his car like 230948 metres away and the carpark was like UPHILL and after pushing it halfway (despite our kindest attempts to offer our lovely help to him to push the damn trolley), he turned around and asked why we didnt take the initiative and ask him if he needed help. like WTH?! WE SO TOTALLY DID OKAY. and he pushed the trolley so freaking slowly and i can bet a billion dollars that me mandi and melissa could've pushed it waaay faster than that weakling. then halfway up the hill, he made us stop there (IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD), with his six cartons of drinks and went up to get his car down. and guess how long he took to get his car? FIFTEEN MINUTES, my gosh, FIFTEEN MINUTES. okay yes and that got me pissed and we were all complaining and bitching about that guy-bitch and poking holes in his cartons (HAHAHA SERVES HIM RIGHT) . okay anyway. i shall stop venting my anger on my poor laptop.

didnt camwhore cos it was too hot and i was pissed at the guy and the weather and the irritating people who blatantly ignored us even though we thrusted the chocolates out at them and asked them to whether they wanted to buy them. but i think mandi has some pictures and i PRESUME she'll put them up on her blog, so. (:

SJII is preeeetty. they have like a FOUNTAIN in the middle of the school :O unlike our dear school, but since they're gonna have PRIME next year already, so who cares lah. hahaha.

this wednesday is CAMP. D: i think i have like camp-phobia or something, cos i know it'll definitely be a torture with BUGS and FIVE MINUTES TO BATHE. :O its impossible to bathe in five minutes can! i take five minutes to strip, probably. pfffffft. and BUGS, omg. how am i supposed to live with them for three days?? omgggg. :/

okay i shall stop fretting over camp now.

buhbye.

2009-04-30T19:56:00.002+08:00

SEC ONE ORIENTATION TODAY WAS :D yay group three ftw, even though we LOST ALL THE GAMES (hahaha but that makes us rock even harder whoo :D), i still enjoyed myself playing all those absurdly fun games. every year's orientation just gets better! :D chai was our group's facil, with amanda lee, wuen nee, rosalinda, amanda ang [secone] and audrey [secone] in our group. haunted house was damn funny, me and amanda lee were like screaming when we heard weird noises and we were grabbing each other really tightly (haiyah we're scaredy cats lah k, DEAL WITH IT!) and when jingyi pushed us we screamed even louder and got freaked out hahaha :D okay so maybe it was just me who got freaked out but whatever. i felt we kinda bonded quite abit as a group and i got to know my juniors more (: yay, snchoir ftw <3

today's physics test was SCREWED. ): just like chem test was. like wth, i got 20.5/40 for the test okay. i was hugely depressed, though i knew i wouldnt do well, but still! i only passed by HALF A FREAKING MARK, crap. but whatever, i'm over it already. i'm prepared to screw all my results this term anyway. sheeeesh.

singing wycf songs with kaijun makes me happy. :D its like highly nostalgic! aww i miss wycf so much ): all the craziness and laughter makes me highhhh :D WYCF I LOVE YOU ALOT AND ALOT <33 thats why we MUST have reuinion soon, dammit!

i am SO not looking forward to [torture] camp next week with only FIVE minutes to wash our stinky sweaty bug-bitten selves. gosh. can i predict that i'll be sick next wednesday? -smiles innocently- but aww since i'm guai and nice i wont do it lahh. but still. GROANS i can totally wait for next week to arrive. and week 8 is pure hell i tell you. FOUR CHAPTERS of bio to study for test on thurs. amaths test on INDICES, SURDS and LOGARITHMS on friday. elit test on.. someday that week too. omg can i just dissipate into a pile of nothingness.

okay i shall go and take my dinner now and not think of the future, no matter how near the future is.

and i dont care how many times i've said this, but YAY snchoir i love you :D

[i intend to say that in every post yay i'm such a fantastic snchorister :D]

2009-04-28T20:23:00.002+08:00

its been one week and one day past syf, and i STILL miss it, dammit. :/ just thinking that it's the second last performance with the blue badges makes me sad ): i'm like so close to many of them! i cant imagine NOT having them around, (ESPECIALLY SHARLYN HAHAHA :D) to gay with and laugh with and have fun with. ): awwww. ): but on the bright/ not so bright side (okay i shall choose to think its a good thing) , there's sec one orientation on thursday. (: first time i'm actually interacting with my grey badge juniors lah! like WHOA. five months already and its my FIRST TIME. heh-heh. anyway. i like orientations cos i think its fun :D so long as i'm not the one being orientated. (or however you call it) yayy :D

BUT thursday there's physics test too. shiiit i'd better go remember my graphs now. eg decreasing acceleration and increasing acceleration and decreasing deceleration and increasing deceleration and a whole bunch of nonsense that doesnt make any sense to me.

so tata, i shall be a very good girl and get my lazy ass off the computer now.

SNCHOIR IS THE LOVE <3

:D that was just for randomness sake.

2009-04-22T19:26:00.003+08:00

i miss syf, and i'm saying this with all my heart and all my soul ): really, i do! i enjoy the thrill of waiting for the results to be announced, the fabulous feeling of being on stage for that ten minutes of glory to show the judges the months of practice and hard work we've put it. i miss syf, i miss the process of syf, i miss the joy and sense of relief after the results were announced. pure euphoria, pure ecstasy. how wonderful.

CONGRATS TO CO, for getting that GWH woohoo! :D y'all have been working so hard, and you guys really deserved it! :D chinese dance got gold, YAY CONGRATS TOO! :D [though i dont think i know anyone in chinese dance, but anyway.] YAY STNICKS ROCKS OUR COOL SNG ANKLE SOCKS MAN. we've four gwhs so far (band, modern dance, CHOIR <3 and CO) , one gold and two silvers. WHOO thats the best we've done in years! proud to be a stnicks girl yay <3

oh and congrats to TKGS and NYGH choristers too whee :D GWH YEAHHH! :D whoo mslim's girls choirs ftw man :D

okay i shall get back to studying chem.

2009-04-21T18:56:00.006+08:00

Choir Number 60, CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School: GOLD WITH HONOURS!

yesss, we did it again. :D we managed to clinch that gwh we worked so hard for, and i'll never forget all the effort and time we put in to make gwh possible. not forgetting our dearest conductor, mslim, for being so fabulous all these while. :D undeniably, WE LOVE HER TO BITS! and our lovely assistant conductor, mrs on, as well as all the teachers in charge, mrs ong, mr lin and ms leong, for all their constant encouragement and help to us. ohoh and the school for always keeping us in prayers! and all my dearest friends, for the good luck wishes, namely MANDI DEARRR, mackie, yiyin, cheryl, alana, rebekah, dew, my mum and to other people whom i forgot to mention, sorry! THANKYOU once again, iloveyouallsomuch! :D but most of all, THANKYOU, everyone of you in SNChoir, every single member, for putting in so much effort throughout this whole period of time. we've gone through so much together, all those sweat and tears, and now all's worth it. GOLD WITH HONOURS, you make me feel so awesome.

okay here's a recount of yesterday.

SO BASICALLY, get ready for something very LONG! : woke up, freaked out, mum tried to calm me down, mum fetched me to school, reached school at 6, saw nobody, smsed kaijun, kaijun replied saying that she was in school already, met kaijun, jogged with kaijun, kaijun ironed her gown (HAHAHA :D), changed into our gowns, put makeup in the toilet with kaijun gilaine and liane, went back to Chopin, mslim came and made us do warmups while we were still busy doing our hair, makeup, change into our shoes and other random stuff, got ready by 7, practiced all three songs by 720 (we kinda sucked then :/), got really nervous, boarded the bus to vch, [must have] annoyed the bus uncle cos we were singing and doing warmups in the bus, reached vch, practiced and improved slightly/ alot more, was brought to some room with REALLY GREAT acoustics (we sounded so full and WHOA) where they TIMED us with a stopwatch ( we were given ten minutes in that room :O), mslim practiced abit with us, then WENT BACKSTAGE TO GET READY TO PERFORM.

backstage: we were all chattering and feeling really nervous! then we saw the judges entering the concert hall and i was like :O OMG. well anyway. they made us wait for quite long outside (more agony!) and lehlin the HILARIOUSLY WEIRD WEIRDO kept making me laugh cos she was being so lehlin-ish and funny! HAHAHA she started telling me about her pet CHICKENS (LIKE OMG SHE TOLD ME THAT BEFORE WE WENT ON STAGE TO PERFORM LAH! luckily i didnt think of CHICKENS on stage like omg i cant imagine if that really happened LOL!) and did crazy stuff like imitating the PIGEON outside. omg i have such weird senior (s) but WHOO I LOVE THEM ALL TO BITS YAY :D okayokay so we went on stage. omg i remember i almost tripped while walking out the steps and exclaimed (not very loudly, thankfully) some swear-like word or something. yes. so we all got on stage, then mslim got on stage, i spotted many seniors, i smiled till my cheeks hurt, and we started our first song, WHITE HORSES. the piano started playing, we started swaying to the music, and when we sang the first phrase, i knew that we all had utmost confidence in ourselves and felt really happy throughout the song. :D we remembered all the details, we sang our best, we put in much emotions and feelings to that lighthearted song. :D after that was Pomlad & Jesen. the chording seemed a little weird, but then again idk cos you really cant trust me with this sorta things. but anyway, apart from that, i think it was the BEST we've ever sung, all the emotions were just pouring out and i felt that tingly feeling while singing jesen - a sign that i was really feeling the music and getting into the 'lonely person walking down a lane with no one around' mood. AND I GOT MY NOTES FOR THE LAST PART OF JESEN YAY :D then next was Essassa. WE DIDNT RUSH! :D YAY YAY WE DIDNT RUSH :D we started off really nicely, i thought even the screaming part was nice. :D then the altos started with their first notes, and i was like WHOA GOOD! then sops followed with the thick and with-depth sound, and sang really nicely throughout the song. :D our 'scrunch up your nose and look really ugly' part was great i think, we really 'interacted' with each other throughout that part! :D then the rest of the song was quite okay sung as well, and our poses in the end was :D well i liked it anyway. :D

AFTER SYF: mslim came out to talk to us, and she said she enjoyed herself on stage and felt that Pomlad & Jesen 'couldnt have been sung better' :D :D OMG I WAS DAMN RELIEVED AFTER HEARING THAT, cos i really didnt know if what we did was enough to get us that gwh! so mslim made me calm down lots and then we took the bus back to school ( WHAT CRAP RIGHT >:( ) but we reached school at like 10.15 or something and so we slacked and changed really slowly and went for EARLY RECESS HEH HEH! >:D after recess lessons were English, HCL and EGeog, which i TOTALLY COULDNT CONCENTRATE ON, then after school, ate $1.60 orange bowl guo tiao tang with KAIJUN DEAREST! :D omg that was the first time in AGES that we were eating $1.60 orange bowl again! hahaha felt happy that syf was over, but REALLY nervous for results. :O after eating, walked over to kaijun's house cos that miss forgetful (HEEHEE :D) forgot to bring her wallet to school in the morning, LOL. :D went on the internet to do stuff, then left for vch after that!

AT VCH, camwhored with kaijun, HEHEHE. but since we're totally NOT camwhorers (eh whatever you call it) and i got bitten my some stupid mosquito, we only took a few shots (WHICH I LOOK FREAKING UGLY IN) and walked/ paced around until we spotted more snchoristers. then we went in together, sat together with most of them, and waited for results! it was so noisy, i got annoyed alot, but then when the person came to announce and introduce the judges, everyone got quiet and got prepared for RESULTS. so since we were the first school to perform, we were also the first school to get our results! they announced the first sentence of this already-long post, and despite people telling us that we couldnt scream no matter what, WE STILL SCREAMED YAY. and i screamed really loudly! hahaha (: i was controlling my tears and holding them back, but when i hugged kaijun then i started crying omg! then i stopped crying and when we went out of vch, i saw lehlin's red face and eyes and she was like saying 'omg i'm so proud of my sop twos!' and came to hug us, I STARTED CRYING AGAIN! heh. then sharlyn GAY came to me crying as well and we were like hugging and crying and sobbing hahaha. it was kinda funny actually, lol. that, was my first time shedding tears of utter joy. (: but we got scolded for doing something really insensitive and dumb, oops :/ (i'm guilty of it, shiiit) but anyway, after all that, choir went out for dinner but since i promised my mum i'd be back for dinner, so i didnt join them and took mrt to suntec and met my mum there and she fetched me home. i couldnt stop talking and gushing and feeling so proud of the choir in the car! :D haha :D

OHMYFREAK this post is damn long! and i still have so many things to post about! HAHA. but i'm HAPPY, YAY. :D omg suddenly I MISS SYF ALOT. yes, SYF. not WYCF! (though i miss wycf loads too aww) OMG call me crazy but i mean it! i think syf is/ was fun! and it's my first and last syf in snchoir D: omg ): i think syf really made us jiayou and work hard as a choir, and it definitely bonded us as a whole in one way or another! omg thats why i always say, SNCHOIR IS THE LOVE. yes we are, i know it with all my heart.

whoooo okay now i shall post about today. :D

apart from the fact that we ran six rounds (AND I RAN FREAKING SLOWLY, CRAAAP), today was lovely. :D went for BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONES DAY at The Cathay! :D omg the queue was damn long but we kinda did something.. evil, hehheh. but we got our cones, which made me happy :D we were supposed to go with the choir green badges, but then cos kaijun had to meet her sis so me, kaijun, mandi and elysia (THE CUTE HAHA! :D) went there first. yay i like FREE STUFF :D then went to KFC to grow fat (CHEESE FRIES FTW MAN :D) and walked around plaza sing rather aimlessly. and so now i'm home and waiting for dinner to be prepared. (i'm hungry ): )

whoosh. now everything's over, i feel rather relaxed. i dont feel like studying for chem at all, not one bit, but ohwell. i shall attempt to start after dinner or something.

syf, dear dear syf. i will never forget all the hard work, and the sense of sheer relief and happiness when the results were announced. we were all grabbing and squeezing each other's hands, and the screams of joy were just purely unforgettable. all those tears, all those stress, all were worth it, really. i'm really SO thankful for such a wonderful conductor, all the stress she felt for us and all the effort she put in - i'm sure she felt a hundred times more stressed and put in a thousand times more effort than all of us did. really, she's so fantastic, she's really someone i absolutely look up to and respect, someone of whom which gold with honours would NEVER be possible without. mslim, thank you, thank you so much.

SNCHOIR: WE KNOW WE ROCK AND I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3

2009-04-17T17:09:00.002+08:00

gosh, you should really give it to me, i havent been on the computer for two weeks! TWO WEEKS! :O yes i'm such a deprived child, but blame the mugger side of me that likes to appear now and then. now is definitely not the time. i should really be at least reading through chem now cos there are many chapters tested next week and i dont understand anything, but i really cant be bothered cos i'm bothered by other more important stuff, aka, SYF. OMG THREE MORE DAYS. no, TWO MORE DAYS actually, since there's only less than half a day left for today. omg. OMGOMGOMG i'm really feeling so scared, i need kaijun to freak out with! SYF I'M SCARED OF YOU. oh yeah. anderson got GWH! :O they must've been really good, so idk why mushroom head (omg i hope he never finds my blog cos he's such a stalker and found kaijun's blog through GOOGLE, wtf) kept claiming they werent good. anyway. when he smsed kaijun, me and her were squealing and screaming very loudly and we went very hysterical, HAHAHA. and its not even us lah! wheeee we're easily excited :D oh yeahhh, modern dance got GWH too. they practiced really hard, so congrats! :D omg why is everyone getting gwh now lah. eg BAND, DANCE, ANDERSON CHOIR. makes us stressed yknow! we're the next cca to have syf. just two more days, omg. can we do it? can we really make magic on stage? can we; will we? i'm nervous. really nervous.

there are so many things i wanted to post about but i dont think they're important anymore. cos there are only three letters in my mind right now : SYF! omg. tomorrow will be our last practice before syf. monday morning isnt counted cos we only have less than an hour (half an hour i think) to practice before we have to board the bus to VCH. so its really dependant on how everyone is that morning. we either make it or break it. and we only have one chance to do it. but i know what i believe in, and i believe that snchoir can do it. we'll get that GWH and show everyone just how great we are. small setbacks and obstacles cant bring us down, we're wayy stronger than that, AND WE KNOW IT. yes choir, yes. we can do it. i just know it.

all the way, snchoir. <3

2009-04-05T08:14:00.003+08:00

some people have tried so hard, but it doesnt really help cos some people just dont. why cant they understand the importance and urgency of all this? dont they see the seriousness of all the crap we've gotten ourselves into? the tears have gone, and i promise they wont be coming back. because we can do it. i believe we can, i really really really do.

ohmygosh this week has been crazy. aka, so many things have happened, i just dont know where to start.

okayokay. well. we changed seats on friday. D: last day with alana and cheryl [the pro ;D] as tablepartners! D: and we're all seating to far away from one another. and i'm not right in front of the class anymore. which means there'll be a higher chance of me falling asleep or stoning or daydreaming in class. NOOOO. grrah, i'll miss the crazy people sitting behind me as well. (joan c and joan mak! qianyi not counted cos she'll still be sitting behind me this term HAHAHA) they're like free entertainment for us lah. LOL. joan chan + joan mak = craziness! HAHAHA literally okay. well in other words, i'll miss my column. ALOT. but i suppose my new table partners arent that bad as well. zhang rong is sitting beside me ( :/ ) and yuting ( :D ) is sitting beside zhang rong. with minyu, qianyi, stacey and kaising behind. (:

friday -> WENT OUT WITH KAIJUN DEARRR TO CELEBRATE HER WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY! :D okay i think she'll kill me if i mention all the details and who else went and etc. :D whee we ate at sakae sushi at citilink. then went amk hub to watch Confessions of a Shopaholic. dont ask why we went to citilink then amk hub, LONG STORY. but anyway, YAY i got to watch confessions. :D :D which equates to a happy happy me :D left amk hub at around 730. reached home around 830 (?) cos the stupid 853 took a freaking long time to come. :O

science centre yesterday was.. boring? i almost fell asleep like 342536989 times. hahaha cos we had sectionals at lehlin's house in the morning (730-930) but i only went for one hour then i left for science centre. eh i very guai okay! i was the only one going for science centre that went for sectionals lor. YAY I'M GUAI :D lol. well according to kaijun it was okay, maybe even better than some choir pracs. (:

i dont know why some people just cant get over the fact that snsb got gwh. like wth is their problem lah. quotes weiyun: must [they] get silver so that everyone would be happy? like @#!$!@#$@$&*@!$. they so deserved it okay. ohwell. when the syf cd comes out everyone would see how great snsb was and take back what they said about them. they rock, we all know it.

okay bye. i shouldnt even be here in the first place.

2009-04-01T19:43:00.002+08:00

ohmygod band got GOLD WITH HONOURS! :D hahaha i feel so happy for them; i know the joy and relief of doing so well after so much hard work just feels so great. but would it be the same for us?

oh gosh, syf stresses me out alot. ALOT. ask anyone who knows me well (eg MANDI) and you'll know just how freaked out i am day by day! HEH-HEH band people, you guys arent really helping much! y'all do so well make me feel even more stressed! >:) lol. but CONGRATS anyway, snsb, you guys really deserved it. :D

whooooosh. okay. so its 20more days to syf. 19 really, if you exclude today. OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD. can i just collapse into a pile of nothingness.

BUTBUTBUT, i have utmost confidence in ourselves. :D i realise i always freak out alot then say i have much confidence in snchoir then freak out again the next post. :O well its kinda true. cos i know we can totally do it and get that gwh once again. (:

YAY. we only had one test today (WHICH WE WERE ONLY TOLD ON MONDAY) but it was cheena so cannot study anyway. hahaha, i'm so gonna flunk it but whatever. cant do english, definitely cant do chinese either. heh. i feel stupid.

okay so i'm hungry. i shall start packing for choir morning run ( :D YAY I LIKE) tomorrow. which mslim is coming for. :/ thus i shall actually put my gown on a hanger instead of dumping it in my bag like always. :D wheeee.

byeeee. <3

2009-03-29T16:09:00.002+08:00

gosh, okay, there are so many long overdue posts but i really cant remember what happened this week. :O which either shows that i have terrible memory (which is true) or that nothing vaguely interesting happened anyway. (also true) so. which brings me to today - YM group bonding at Botanic Gardens! :D

yay okay so today was kinda fun. apart from the SWELTERING HEAT and the walking very far to Symphony Lake part. anyway. i think our new (okay not new, combined rather) group is really kinda bonded. well at least people turned up for fellowship sunday, not like last time when literally no one would turn up except for a handful. ahwell.

am feeling rather stressed for syf actually. well but at least there's some reassurance that we're probably doing quite okay for now, cause mslim was really quite pleased with us on thursday. and considering the fact that she had been extremely disappointed with us for the past few weeks, i think that's a good sign. :D YES, so we must JIAYOU and get that gwh!

and i've just realised that there wont be any tests next week WEEEHAAA. yay, cause having tests now among all the already existing stress (from projects and schoolwork, duh) and preparation for syf isnt really very inviting. so YAY.

okayy i'm getting tired. gotta get ready to go to my cousin's house for dinner, so i'd better go and bathe my stinky sweaty self now.

wheeee byebye.

2009-03-21T16:38:00.002+08:00

the performance at MGS today was wayyy better than at Jonathan Velasco's workshop. which is good! (: but looking at nanyang and TK just made me feel more nervous and scared, i mean, if that's what a GWH choir should sound like then we're like not very close to sounding like them. :/ actually, i dont know how we really sounded like as an audience, but anyway. grr well at least we improved :D

yeeeesh. my mum brought me and my sister out after VCH rehearsal yesterday (which was very scary and nerve-wrecking). we shopped for 12 hours (YES, FEEL EXTREMELY SHOCKED), from around 10.30am to like 10pm. gawd, i think we really went crazy yesterday. my feet felt so tortured after that. GRAH blame the stupid dress that i have to find for my cousin's wedding! but in the end we didnt manage to find any nice dress. well actually i found one from Miss Selfridge but they only came in sizes 12 and above, AND I'M A FREAKING SIZE SIX. sickening lah, that was really the perfect dress, it was silky and a really nice shade of green. BUT IT DIDNT COME IN MY SIZE. URGH -fumes- anyway. we went from Citilink to Raffles City to Marina to Suntec to Orchard road. and we only bought a shirt (for me), two pairs of jeans (one for my mum one for me) and two pairs of earrings (one for me one for my sister). SEE. thats why i'm so mad. i spent the whole day buying things that i didnt intend to buy but didnt buy the thing i intended to buy! (THE DRESS) bleh anyway. oh well thats a good excuse for my mum to bring me shopping again WHEEEE :D we ate Sakae Sushi for lunch and Anderson's ice cream (BROWNIE yay) for tea (okaay not exactly a very healthy tea but whatever) and Subway for dinner. i decided that i like Subway cause its healthy and nice. :D (my first time eating Subway okay!)

went to SICC for lunch with my cousin's family (mum's side). i like the dim sum there :D i ate alot and felt very sinful after that. well but i bet i'll feel more sinful tonight, i'm going to Jumbo seafood with my cousin's family (dad's side) to eat CRABS. goshhh. i shall start swimming again soon; i've been putting it off for quite a while (cos i'm lazy). -smiles sheepishly-

yeah k i've gotta go.

toodles.

2009-03-19T19:01:00.003+08:00

OH GOSH, i've been sneezing since like this morning and i sound like donald duck (HAHAHA according to kaijun) and well, yeah i kinda agree with her. GROANS. and to think that i actually thought i'd gotten well from my sore throat + blocked nose; apparantly i'm just as sick as before.

jonathan velasco workshop today. we sounded really bad and ms lim was really angry. :/ but i've gotta admit, we really did sing kinda terribly. :/ but anyway, jonathan velasco was really nice and funny, he didnt really get mad with us (just annoyed, i guess) but i wouldnt blame him cause we were very 'dead' and 'tired'. dont know, but that's just how i felt. oh whatever, anyways.

i realised that i forgot to mention my terrapins. well so you see. i had four at first right? but uhm well, three of them died which left me with only one. so my parents thought that it looked very lonely and bought another three. :D so now there's one huge and VERY greedy terrapin (the old one) and three small but VERY CUTE ones (the new ones). :D *swoons* ooh ooh and we redecorated the terrapin tank so now there's like pebbles and seashells and a huge log in the middle. i think it looks very pretty. :D

wheee okay. lets see. there's VCH rehearsal tomorrow. then my mum's bringing me out. :D :D. then saturday there's choir exchange at MGS. i hope we sing well! yes, i have 110% faith in SNChoir. :D

i have nothing better to post about.

& i'm feeling uber bored now.

GRAH okay bye.

2009-03-17T18:42:00.003+08:00

ohmygoodness okay i have so many things to post about!

yeeesh so term one's finally come to an end. this term has been crazy, all those mountains of endless homework/ projects is just so OMG i tell you. but its just term one, imagine how sec four would be! gosh. well, but this term has been fab. my class is just the greatest i tell you. :D everyone's so nice and friendly, and i'm happy. :D

for starters, went out with qianyi to J8 and bishan library on friday! (aka last day of school) whee haha qianyi's so funny and nice to talk to. :D i had fun! and bishan library is so nice. compared to tiny AMK library anyway.

yesterday - went for cip at east coast park! to pick rubbish. with like many people from Faith, Hope and my class. i partnered with melissa and omg she's like the greatest okay! she's so crazy and weird but aww i still love her. :D it rained so we got dismissed early (HAHA lesser picking rubbish = no backaches = more time to go out. :D ) went out with mandi, melissa and melissa's friend yuanting to suntec after that! actually we totally didnt intend to go to suntec; we just somehow ended up there. :D heh-heh, we intended to go to either the cathay or plaza sing but then the bus somehow got to suntec and we were like 'ohmygod you wanna go to suntec instead?' then we uh, got down the bus quite hurriedly and TADA so we ended up at suntec instead. :D we ate at pastamania and me and melissa shared a beef lasagne and creamy chicken. omgosh we felt so sick after that lah! lucky we shared. if not we'd prolly been puking our guts out after lunch yesterday, lol. then we walked around suntec, camwhored in the toilet (courtesy of moi), got bored, ate cheesecake (me and melissa) and drank ice blended mocha (mandi) at coffee bean, then shopped around in citilink before taking mrt back. :D i bought preeeetty earrings from Six in citilink! and they were cheap! :D we were very fascinated with some colourful shop with lotsa PINK stuff! then melissa and her friend left, so me and mandi went to MPH (where mandi bought a notebook) and Flash&Splash -to find me a pencil case! cause my current one looks really fugly after one term. and idk why! :/ but i didnt manage to find anything anyway so i'm gonna drag my mum all over singapore on friday (she's on leave! to bring me shopping wheee. yay i love my mum :D) to find me a pencil case! :D

now the next thing on my mind is syf. :/ there's Jonathan Velasco workshop on thursday, syf rehearsal at VCH on friday, and choir exchange at MGS on saturday. whoosh busy! but choir is the love so i dont mind being busy. :D ANDAND my throat is better! YAY self-medication works. though it took like more than a week for me to get well. heh. ahwell.

okaaay i'm gonna take dinner now.

byeeee :D

2009-03-09T17:35:00.003+08:00

my sister just got her [wait for this] UKELELE and she's been playing it ever since i got home. like omg right. a ukelele eh! coolios i tell you. why didnt the stupid primary school come up with ukelele lessons for me when i was that age. (aka 5 years ago) well then again, my year is like probably the worst year to be born in cause major changes always happens in my year. and mostly they're bad. :O like for example, apparently by the time i reach of uhm, appropriate age, girls would have to do NS. dumb right. ohoh and ms tanshuwei said that by our time, there'll be an ageing population and two people would have to support one adult or some crap like that instead of last time when there would be nine people to one adult. yes i listen during ss okay! (so what if its because i'm terrified, still considered!) ohwell.

i THINK my throat is getting better. i say THINK cause now my throat isnt sore and blucky but there's like alot of phlegm stuck inside and i cant seem to cough it out cause when i cough it feels like my entire lung is gonna come out or something. eww okay thats really very gross. but anyway. yeah my point is, i may not be able to sing tomorrow and thats bad cause that means one less practice for me which also means one less practice before syf. :/ ohno syf. those three letters just gives me the jitters i tell you. i honestly dont know why i'm so nervous but yeah, i just am.

and we have Amaths test this friday but mrs soh hasnt finished teaching. :/ i'm scared 'cos i really think i'm gonna flunk this one so terribly. stupid lah, go and cram so much into one test. i already dont understand all those quadratic crap and now we have to learn absolute valued function in four days. FOUR DAYS OKAY. okay so maybe not really four days but its four days to the test and we havent finished! omgomg. i need help. shitness i tell you.

k bye i'd better go do my homework.

adieu <3

2009-03-06T19:27:00.002+08:00

i have a terrible sore throat and its really painful and i keep coughing but then there's no phlegm so my throat hurts even more. ohmygod i cant fall sick! i need to practice for syf! which is like REAL soon. :/

have i mentioned that Cedar, RGS and TKGS will be singing on the same day as us. which is a terrible thing cos they're really good! AND the judges are like continental and one of them is a slovenian judge and we're singing TWO slovenian songs. like OMG can things get any worse.

but like i mentioned, i have 100% confidence that snchoir can do it. :D

cos we're just so marvelous; you just cant help but love us. <3

SS test today was stupid. i totally didnt write any intro or whatsoever for SEQ, i just went straight to saying "The Park and Ride Scheme..." like omg, will they penalise? okay that's quite a stupid question cos DUH they would. which means my combined humanities is really screwed this term already. no wait, ALL my subjects are really screwed this term. i dont even wanna talk about physics and the stupid lowlowlow mark i (no actually the entire class) got for the crap EC project.

so since my results will never get better, i shall focus more on choir and giving my best shot these six weeks to get that ohsofabulous Gold with Honours. (:

BUT my throat has to get well first. which may take some time, thus i am very worried.

oh GRAH, syf stresses me out a whole lot. :/

oh whatever, k byebye.

2009-03-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

MAJOR NEWS: SN CHOIR WILL BE THE FIRST CHOIR TO SING ON THE FIRST DAY OF SYF FOR ALL GIRL SCHOOL CHOIRS.

personally? i think thats a very scary thing and thus am freaking out big time.

OMG.

okay i totally shouldnt be here, needa study social studies.

:/ i'm really scared! but, i ~~think~~ KNOW we can do it.

all the way, fellow sn choristers! you know i love you. :D

2009-02-27T18:42:00.002+08:00

okay, so i uploaded my japan pictures on facebook like a few days ago. :D cos i felt good and nice and wanted to upload it in my computer anyway. so i feel extremely proud of myself for not being lazy and actually getting to it! but actually i had manymany more pictures that i didnt post, cos one photo album only allows 60photos and i already had 2 full albums of japan pics (= 120 photos) and didnt wanna bore or disgust anyone to death looking and my horrendous face.

physics test was, uh, like any other physics test - perpetually impossible to do. i kinda like forgot to take my protractor out so i drew many things freehand, ohno. but i managed to borrow protractor from cheryl for like one pathetic question only but haishh, who cares lah. i'd be happy to pass.

groans. am looking at mining for meaning now and being utterly confused and stressed. all those cheemology really isnt my thing. D: BUT ON A MUCH MUCH MUCH BRIGHTER NOTE, GUESS WHAT DAY IT IS TOMORROW? YES ITS 28FEB! omgomgomgomgomg! :D if you dont know why i'm so excited bout tomorrow and why i'm totally looking forward to it to the extent that i probably wont be able to sleep well tonight, its because of a 'certain someone' (NOT MY SOMEONE, KAIJUN'S SOMEONE, SPECIFICALLY. :D) ! HAHA i'm exciteeeed!

kay i'd better get back to mining for meaning.

GOODBYE. go look at my japan pics on facebook! :D

2009-02-23T16:27:00.004+08:00

Planetshakers were awesome. they really made me feel their passion for God and their performance was like WHOA. they were fantastic! hehe, tessa told me they're considered famous. and i was like THIS close to them! the two girls were really pretty. :D whee their performance was.. sensational!

on the other hand, The Wedding Game was uh. pervy. but funny lah :D my sister understood all the sick parts can. either she's like mature (which is highly IMPOSSIBLE) or she just has a corrupted mind. i swear i'm not the one who corrupted it!

yeah, and this week's gonna be quite okay. (: tingxie on wednesday (which i have to get to it soon) and physics test on friday. oh and we have a new bio teacher cos mrs lim left and a new physics teacher cos mdm suah left. i like our new bio teacher. :D though she's only here for one week and some weird random guy teacher's gonna take over her, bleh. but she's nice! and funny! and she said the word 'damn' like three times. hahaha funny teacher. she's like the only one trainee teacher i like. the others i just have a terrible impression of them, ~~new physics teacher included.~~ ANYWAY.

28FEB'S LESS THAN A WEEK AWAY! :D which makes me one excited girl. WHOOO yay okay i'm hyperventilating. :D *cools down* yay okay did i ever tell you how much i love choir. (: no i'm serious! i mean i cant imagine not being in choir and being part of the whole choir phenomenen and all the marvelous people there really make my day, gay or not. :D and WYCF! omgosh i can just start rattling excitedly all that happened during wycf and go crazy. :D which is why i think reunion should be SOON and that guy who made us give him our contact details should start doing something lest i start suspecting him of wanting all our contact numbers just so he can stalk the chio girls there. *raises eyebrows* okay now thats actually a possibility.

so i'm dirty and i havent bathed yet. i think i should go and bathe now.

byeee :D

WHOO CHOIR <3

2009-02-20T19:31:00.003+08:00

i'm supposed to be like mugging tingxie or physics or doing the huge pile of [accumulated] homework now but ah what the heck. one slackish day wont kill.

right?

groans. this week has been exhausting, many brain cells have been killed. a math test was yesterday, and we got our papers back today. shocked? YES I AM! omg, mrs soh marks freakishly fast. well apparently mandi got back her paper too so i conclude that all math teachers are freaky. i totally screwed bio yesterday, and labelled the RER as golgi body! OMG HOW STUPID CAN I GET. i cant even freaking identify the freaking structure, URGH. okay so my brain wasnt really functioning then and i was utterly distracted by the absolutely annoying primary section people who were making a huge ruckus upstairs. >:/ i'd be happy to pass, y'know. oh yeah and impromptu. my topic was 'Manners Matter'. actually it was quite easy. :D i heard from someone that their class had that topic (before i had impromptu) so on the morning of my impromptu i was actually going through some possible points that i could say if i really got that topic. and ZOMG i really got it! so i just added in a few points and got a very short speech (57 seconds only!!) but at least i got through it quite okay. oh and lit test today was uh. like any typical lit test. wrote lotsa crap that i dont think even i myself understand. my fingers were tired after that and am starting to wonder why i actually took lit. but then again, if i didnt take lit then i would have to take pure geog which is even worse, so. SHEEEEESH.

we (my family and me) were supposed to go and watch The Wedding Game today but there wasnt any suitable timing, so we're going on sunday instead. to J8. (: am looking forward to it!

oh yes. we changed seating arrangement, and i'm sitting RIGHT IN FRONT. aka, absolute target for teachers. OMGGG. but at least there are nice people all round. :D cheryl is sitting in between me and alana, and behind is qianyi, joan c. and joan mak. behind them is wenxin, xinhui and weiyun. uh backmost row i dont remember but i remember that my entire column has nice people. :D and on my right is dew and martha beside her. WHEEEE i like my new seating partners! even though i dont have gantian to teach me math anymore cos she's like all the way across from me in class and am also further away from dew now cos of the humongous space in between us so i cant crap with her about maternity clothes or some other random thing anymore. D: but i'll live. sitting in front helps me concentrate better in class and i dont feel so tired! maybe my grades will improve after this. hmm. or maybe not, considering the fact that i'm wayyy less than intelligent.

choir makes me stressed. i wonder if thats how the seniors felt before syf. its hard meeting expectations, and even though no one's asking us to get gold with honours again this year but its kinda expected. like mutual understanding, y'know? but i'm afraid high hopes would just bring greater disappointment. and some people just dont put in enough effort. ):

but i think we're improving, (really slowly), which is a good sign. well at least we wont have to be audiences for the HCI workshop (28FEB! :D :D :D :D :D). it'll be freaking embarrassing to just sit there luh! YAY 28feb's coming soon. :D OMG! EXCITED!

yeah okay i realise i can be rather contradicting in emotions sometimes. like one moment i'm really pensive then the other i get really hyper and start typing things really fast and grinning stupidly at myself and.. yeah.

okay byeeee. i shall get my ass off the computer and do something more productive.

tata.

2009-02-16T19:50:00.005+08:00

MY TWO FAVOURITE PICTURES OF THE WEEK. :D

i celebrated v'day by going for karaokae with my neighbours. (ADULTS. and they were singing all those old people songs lah.) but i had fun anyway. :D camwhored with my sister in the toilet (and there was someone outside who actually needed to use it but AWW TOO BAD!) i had fun anyway. :D but we only reached home at like 1.30am? and i slept at 2? and had to wake up early for church the next day? yeah. but like i said, I HAD FUN! <3

my uncle (who works in mediacorp BUT IS NOT AN ACTOR THERE) got us free tickets to watch The Wedding Game! (i always wanted to watch it even though i cant stand christopher lee and fann wong but people said it was funny! but my mum like is anti-fann so she didnt let us watch it during cny so we watched All's Well Ends Well instead.) i think we're gonna watch it this friday. midnight show or something. :D okay so thats something to look forward to this week. (after all those TESTS and IMPROMPTU SPEECH.)

my stomach is growling. that means i've gotta go.

buhbye!

oh and do you know i slept for like 3hours today. :O YES THATS THE RIGHT EXPRESSION.

2009-02-13T18:36:00.019+08:00

firstly i deeply apologise to kong wan ting (WITH SEXYYY LEGS! ;D -omg kwt dont hate me! :O) who has been waiting for me to post the pictures of last saturday since uh well, last saturday till now. ;D haha sorry lah dear! was busy. anywayyy, i have lotsa things to post about so here goes nothing.

LAST SATURDAY (7Feb) : haha the major highlight of CNY! my parents invited people over and mandi and wan ting could make it. we camwhored loads (DUH) , played some weird world's hardest game thing (OMG! it was damn funny lah AHAHAH!) and watched some baby laugh on youtube and well, had loads of fun, basically. okaaay! since a picture speaks a thousand words (and i have many pictures) so i shall slowly start posting them up one by one..

WE.LOOK.DAMN.ALIKE.HERE! must be the bangs, must be the bangs. and they eyes. and the 'acting fat' look. OMG! we really look alike lah! even my mum says so. lol!

yay us :D AT LEAST WE LOOK NORMAL HERE.

okay, not sure what we were acting this time. but as usual, i look TERRIBLE.

omg! WE LOOK FREAKING RETARDED IN THIS PHOTO HAHA! OMGOMGOMG!

okay i'm sorry this is slanted but i was too lazy to flip it over. (: i made them stand there and pose for me! :D

me and my [one and only] darling mandi! <3

okay that took really long. >:/ actually i still have somemore pictures to load but i'm too lazy to ;D dont understand why blogger cant post many pictures at once; it'll be much easier (AND MUCH LESS PATIENCE-TESTING). OH YES. and y'know on 7Feb (the day which we invited people over), my condo was having some celebration thing downstairs with lion dance and lucky draw and all. AND YOU KNOW WHAT. WE WON FIRST PRIZE! ZOMG! and you know we were the latest people to register! haha and we asked my maid to go downstairs and wait for the lucky draw cause my parents had to entertain guests. the process [we were number 073] : when it was like announcing the first prize, the emcee announced the first two digits of the number first. '07...' then he asked those who had 07 in their numbers to come up. so we saw my maid go up with the person who was number 071 (cause 072 won a prize already.) then when he announced the last digit, me and my mum (who were waiting very anxiously looking out of the window) screamed and jumped around and uh well, you dont really needa know the details. yeah. then my maid got to take picture with the chairman (HAHA!) yeah so. we won a LCD monitor. dang, you know we thought that it was a LCD TV at first. then we were so happy cause then we can replace the one in my parent's room. but then we found out that it was only a MONITOR which costs like, less than $200? cheapskate lahhh. but there were 30 prizes, so. ohwell. first prize is better than nothing. :D

okay anyway. i shall now complain about the number of tests and random stuff that we have (or at least i have) next week. :
1. A Maths test on remainder and factor theorem and partial fractions on THURSDAY (omg, shit.)2. Bio test on cells, diffusion and osmosis on THURSDAY.3. E.lit test on FRIDAY. 4. IMPROMPTU SPEECH on.. dont know when. (OMGGG! i cant speak in front of the whole class! i have stage fright!)5. PE quiz, apparently. aiyah but this one can heck lah, pe quiz only! on TUESDAY -i think. (haha omg S_ _ _ _ L_ _ shall hate me for saying this)

yeah. so you see, i'll be busy. and stressed. D: heeeelp.

oh and, i HATE dentists. especially the school dentist, GRAH. >:/ she's so mean and nasty and scary and.. well.. mean. ANYWAAAAY. i realise i dont make sense alot.

VALENTINE'S DAY TOMORROW! whee i love valentine's day! :D and i feel awful about now preparing anything for anyone :/ i reallyreally wanted to make cards but i fell asleep at like 9 yesterday! groans. and i still cant believe i ate *takes a deep breath* twoferrerorochers,threesweetsandonechocolate today! and all eaten after recess! OHMYGAWD, the fatsss. FATS! i needa EXERCISE. like really swim-exercise, not just fool around in the water then claim its too cold so leave without actually swimming. *grins sheepishly*. and PLAY MORE TENNIS! (though i REALLY dont wanna have muscular arms like serena williams or something.

eeeep okay i'm hungry. TTFN, till i decide to post again. :D PS: i spent two hours on this! blame the stupid photo-uploading. >:/

2009-02-07T17:21:00.002+08:00

mandi and kong wan ting are beside me now and being.. their weird selves. there are like sixty people outside while i'm enjoying myself in AIR CON :D

HEY: I'M PERFECTLY SANE o(>A<)o

YEAH YEAH, who believes MANDI huh. :D lalala i'm bored, laughing babies dont amuse me no more, POO.

okay byebye. this was utterly weird.

2009-02-06T17:56:00.002+08:00

parents inviting people over for CNY tomorrow, yay cos i like having people over. :D and they very nicely allowed me to invite my friends tomorrow too like omg! its the well, first time. so mandi's coming over. invited melissa and wan ting too but they have CCA aww D: anyway there's still my lovely mandi dearrr to amuse me and get extremely high with :D

I CANT WAIT FOR 28FEB!! AHHH! haha, me and kaijun have been going high and laughing like maniacs and talking non-stop when '28feb' comes into topic. why? COS WE GET TO RE-LIVE THE WYCF MOMENT. <3 dang, wycf. i miss it so much you just cant imagine. D:

math gramatica crap is so tedious and annoying. i've only done 4 questions so far, and its been like half an hour?! shitttt. GRAH STUPID GRAMATICA, STUPID AMATH. groans.

as you could probably have seen from the first sentence, i'm very bored now. my sister has gone to swimming lesson so no sister to annoy me. and my maid's well, busy with stuff. which leaves me with my dear self and homework. URGH, i still have e.lit, bio and physics homework and chem test to study for. :/

okay byebye. i shall get back to gramatica and its ugly colours.

2009-02-02T19:47:00.002+08:00

been doing physics project for like 2 hours. gosh, i'm so fabulous. :D

fabulousness aside, GEOG TEST TODAY WASNT AS HARD AS I IMAGINED IT TO BE!! :O which is a good thing (duh). so i've got to like start studying tingxie chengyu SOON cos if not i'd definitely flunk it. :/ grr, i dont like studying! >:/ especially for cheena-related stuff, dangit.

anyway. so i havent memorised my choir scores yet. uhm, and i know i wont be able to? SHIT LA, how to memorise pomlad and jesen?! they're like.. made up of weird notes everywhere! oh great. i just remembered i still have forty rice grains to measure.

okay so byebye.

2009-01-30T19:21:00.002+08:00

i just finished with my medical history thing which took me less than a minute to complete. currently waiting for cheryl to send me the [stupid] physics project thing, which, i find, is a complete waste of time. stupid me, shouldnt have chosen triple science knowing how, well, stupid i am. i cant understand math (cos i'm too SLOOOW), cant understand chem (cos uncle teoh -heh, thats what he calls himself- has atrocious handwriting and talks alot of irrelevant stuff which i dont know is actually relevant or not so i just copy down everything and waste more of my limited number of brain cells), cant get the hang of lit (cos ms praba's so CHEEM! and i'm like, amateur compared to her! well not that i can actually compare myself to her but ANYWAY.) and er, what else? probably a whole bunch of other stuff that i dont understand as well anyway. GRR this is so ego-___ uh well fill in the blank yourself. cant think of a suitable word.

oh yeah and CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, i actually finished most of my homework! well except for that stupid bio worksheet where you have to MEASURE 40 RICE GRAINS (zomg, talk about crazy.), plot a table and draw a graph. eh i dont wanna be crazy yet can. well at least not LOOK crazy measuring FORTY RICE GRAINS!

OKAY NOW I'M BOREDD. I NEED ENTERTAINMENT. I WANNA WATCH BRIDE WARS! D: sheeeeeeeeeesh.

2009-01-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY. :D cos of good o'level results, haha. was supposed to go out with qianyi and some other people but couldnt COS I FREAKING HAD TO STUDY. geog test on monday, tingxie on wednesday, which equates to a [very] stressed me, cos i've totally gotten into the cny mood (and eating wayy too much goodies) and i dont feel like studying at all. D: then melissa suggested studying together but i think travelling to woodlands and back would take me 1 over hour so i decided to be a good girl and stay at home. well so far i've finished making notes for geog and er, attempting to start tingxie. (:

cny has been great :D i like collecting many angbaos and eating many stuff and laughing at my cousins play Wii games and Guitar Hero. yeah okay, pictures some other time, too lazy to find my camera and post them up now. EH which reminds me, japan post has been long forgotten. :O ah whatever, dont think anyone would be interested in it anyway.

okay now i have nothing better to say.

I LIKE KATY PERRY. :D

2009-01-18T18:44:00.002+08:00

I THINK MATH IS HORRIBLE. >:/ studying for it is even worse, urgh. AND, my math teacher teaches FAST and her [freaky] eyebrows really freak me out sometimes. (yeah okay, i have limited vocabulary.) fine, i shall stop being a grumpy old woman.

on a [much] brighter note, my mum brought me shopping at Orchard Road yesterday, and Suntec today. :D well mostly shopped for CNY clothes and stuff. HOORAH so this CNY i have 1 shirt, 3 dresses and 2 pairs of shoes yay (: well but she signed my dad's credit card, so. BUT, financial crisis now so i've GOT TO LEARN TO SAVE MONEY! (which is perpetually impossible.) i think i like shopping even more than my mum, oh gosh. OH GOSH! like my parents say, i'll definitely be high maintenance when i grow older so i must marry a rich guy. well but since guys are so UNDEPENDABLE, i shall depend on myself and be richrichrich when i grow up. :D i mean who doesnt want to be rich?! okay i'm fantasizing yet again.

oh yes, and my dad's some American Express member or some crap like that and they gave him a free Olympus camera. :D and guess what, since we already have 2 cameras at home HE GAVE IT TO ME! did i mention how much i love my dad ;D but, the stupid thing is, it doesnt come with the memory card. so i can only take like what, 10 pictures saved into the camera's internal memory. i still think its damn dumb luh. but ohwell, the camera's free anyway, so no complains there. just that i have to bother my parents to go get the memory card for me. :O

bleh okay this post is really retarded and random.

i'm hungry, so buh-bye.

2009-01-14T19:57:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA omg i was talking to sharlyn (the extremely gay) and debbie (the equally gay) online and was laughing like shittt. omg they're so hilarious.

anyway, i realise i'm starting to miss alot of things nowadays. not miss as in miss out on but miss as in MISS MISS like xiang nian y'know? yeah. e.g WYCF (grahh i'm starting to get hysterical again) and TWO PURITY (yays 2P'08 FTWW, and having miss praba as ft), OUR 45MINUTE RECESS (which has been shortened to a freaking half an hour WTH) and well, yeah. )): okay whatever anyway. i really should be researching on rainbows now (STUPID PHYSICS PROJECT GO AND DIE) and i dont even understand what the heck i'm reading! dangit, there's some dumb individual questioning crap and i'm so gonna faaaaail. oh HELPPPP. grah okay i'd better go back to rainbows.

BUT BEFORE THAT, I SHALL POST PROOF OF SHARLYN'S GAYNESS AND EMBARRASS HER LIKE SHIT.

[cause we were like calling sharlyn gay and her gay shyt-ness and yeah]
the blue one is debbie and the uhm orange one is duh SHARLYN THE GAY.

(Cause you and I both loved) says (7:46 PM):
hi im baybay the gay
-Gaying in Process- P.S. EssassaSuperSuperGoodMan!=ESSGM=Excessive Rainfall,Storm Surges,Snow,Global Atmospheric Processes etc. says (7:46 PM):
I HAVE PERIOUDS YOU KNOW
-Gaying in Process- P.S. EssassaSuperSuperGoodMan!=ESSGM=Excessive Rainfall,Storm Surges,Snow,Global Atmospheric Processes etc. says (7:46 PM):
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

yes and then debbie said she would post it on her blog so TADA I'M DOING THE SAME LOL. okay i'm so evil but NEH MIND! HAHA i'll keep this here till sharlyn finds out and does something to me :D

2009-01-09T17:19:00.005+08:00

isnt this baby just the cutest, aww. :D

okay i know i haven't posted in ages, blame the fact that sec three is just so exhausting and lessons like math really kill all my brain cells. i can sleep for like 2 hours in the afternoon (and wake up feeling so terrible and headache-ish) and sleep at like 10 something at night. well in between having to rush through homework like physics and math, which i completely suck at, so yeah. GRAH, this suckkks.

anyway, my class has been rather.. interesting. i've gotten to know more people already, hallelujah. and the china scholar sitting beside me is extremely amusing. she's really nice actually, and she's like freaking pro at math luh! it makes me really scared, cos i really suck (and my math teacher talks too fast and she can be really scary sometimes/ most of the time). D: english lessons are boring, my teachers mumbles alot to herself and since she's mumbling i cant really hear her half the time. well the other half i'm like daydreaming or something. my ft/ chinese teacher is really draining, but i think she's rather 'motherly' and she's okay. she's nice in her own way i guess? but i still miss ms praba. ): and two purity! )): well at least i got ms praba as lit teacher. grah okay who else. oh yeah, my science teachers are all very nice :D and they're good! like for chem, i actually pay attention to alex teoh cos he's so funny/ weird and inspirational (?) i dont know, something to that extent anyway. and mrs elaine lim and mdm suah are really great, ~~thank the high heavens i didnt get molly as bio teacher omg~~, but they're like very pregnant so we'll prolly get some random young sucky teacher to take over them. ): boohoo, cos my bio and physics are both so terrible you just cant imagine how i managed to get into triple science. OH YEAH, and for elect geog i have to go to some stupid humanities room like many levels below my class cause apparently more people take history so they get to stay in their class and 3H joins them. ): GAH i dont like walking down and up the stairs so much, though i have lotsa fats to lose. well okay thats it for teacher analysis, i'm getting tired of thinking how to describe them all.

so all in all, 3Grace is okay, except that people have their obvious cliques already and i'm like left alone to rot by myself. ): but well, the people there are really nice and friendly. (:

on a brighter note, there's CCA fair tomorrow and i'm really looking forward to it despite the fact that i have to wake up by 6.45. choir these days have been really great, kaijun and gen are highly entertaining to crap with during practice (oops.) sharlyn on the other hand is just GAYY and hilarious, she drives me crazy with her gayness very easily. anyway, i think sop 2 is improving slightly and we're putting in more effort. :D hoorah! all the more why i never doubt for once that choir is really the best, the people there are fantab and there's no other place that i really feel so close to. <3

okay i just remembered that i haven't posted about japan. -.- i promise i shall do so when i'm absolutely free of annoying stuff like physics homework.

yeah so i'd better go and have fun interacting with ray digrams.

2009-01-01T14:03:00.004+08:00

so it's 2009. gosh, i still cant believe school's gonna start like tomorrow! you mean i've already had more than 2 months of holidays, stayed at home and rotted my life away? wow. well then i can finally very proudly say that i've completely wasted this holidays away and am totally unready to start the new year. grah, nooo i dont want 2008 to end so fast. well too bad for me then, since it already did.

anyway, enough of wallowing in misery. i shall deeply apologise for not posting earlier, due to the [sad/ happy] fact that my mum is on leave, or rather has been on leave for the past week cause my maid is still in Philippines. yes, and she's been dragging me here there everywhere ever since we got back from dear japan (which i miss so badly D: ). so you see, i came back on friday evening. on saturday we went for some christmas party thing at my mum's friend's house. then on sunday we went to church, then to thomson plaza for grocery shopping (and i realise i dont like shopping for groceries :X). monday was choir in the morning, then WILD WILD WET after that! hahah, it was fun. and i got a tan woohoo! tuesday we went to Suntec, then yesterday we went to Ikea, and today we're going somewhere again, Raffles City i think. so you see.

yeah okay anyhoo, i shall post about japan another day cos i'm too lazy to find the itenarary and upload the pictures here. (: but all in all, japan was awesome, fantastic, magnificent and all other great words that can describe it. the scenery was simply WOW, the food was lovely (though i dont think i'm gonna eat japanese food for another month), the people are so polite and gracious it makes me easily annoyed at singaporeans and their atrocious behaviours. well but the shopping was expensive. grah so didnt manage to shop much there, boohoo.

oh and one more thing,
so its THREE GRACE OH NINE. with mdm goh siew ngoh as FT. i hope thats a good thing.

[edit:]

OMG I JUST WENT TO THE SCHOOL WEBSITE AND CHECKED THE CLASS ALLOCATION THING AGAIN, AND I REALISED THAT THERE ARE GONNA BE LIKE 8 CHINA SCHOLARS IN MY CLASS. and i'm gonna be index buddies with one of them, like SHIT, ZOMGWTF. apart from the fact that i have my own personal opinions about them, i also wonder why there are like so many scholars in my class cos its a pure ENGLISH lit class?! ohmyGAWD. can i just die like right now.

2008-12-19T13:20:00.003+08:00

taking the 1am flight to japan early tomorrow, EXCITED MUCH! :D

thus your lovely blogger will be away this week, and will be back on friday to boast about my wonderful trip. ;D

lol so here's a MERRY CHRISTMAS (in advance) to all you darlings reading this post right now;

DONT FORGET TO MISS ME!

yay (:

oh yes, LO AND BEHOLD, huilin now has fringe. bangs, rather. -.-

2008-12-15T18:52:00.013+08:00

gala concert on saturday was honestly not really fantastic, but it was no doubt the best and most memorable day of WYCF! this whole WYCF experience has been really great, fantastic, fabulous; words really just cant describe it! initially i was EXTREMELY unwilling to go, cause i had to well, wake up so early (and i honestly am not a morning person) and go all the way to bukit timah just to sing my guts out for two whole weeks. but after a few days (and getting used to waking up at 6.45) i found myself seriously enjoying it a whole lot! i'll always remember the silly fun times we had laughing at stupid things (like percy! and the conductor's awful gayness! or guy-girls! ;D ) and embarrassing ourselves a great deal, especially in front of the anderson people haha. :D i've gotten to know amanda kaijun and gen alot better, and realised what wonderful friends they are! :D they've been really great and nice all this while, and there isnt a single day in this two weeks that i didnt laugh till my sides hurt so much!

and so here are the few pictures that i have :D

me and gen at raffles place mrt! can you believe that she was the one who suggested camwhoring with me?! :O lol ;D

me and kaijun! i look DAMN DISGUSTING here, but i think kaijun looks really nice! :D [taken by kaijun]

eww i look funny here too but amanda looks really sweet as usual. :D [taken by amanda]

us! <33

us again! it was really hard trying to squeeze the four of us into one screen!

gen amanda and kaijun! haha i told them that i didnt need my face in my photo thus i'm not there. :D

haha us! <3

and i shall end this portion of my post with a picture of Lim Yau. ((: didnt manage to capture a front view shot of him though. :/

now for today.

went to Lions Home for the Elders with mandi to pack chopsticks. we were supposed to do for 5 hours but then there was some last minute changes so me and mandi only did 2 hours today. -.- and guess what, i wont be able to go back there anymore cause i'm going to japan this friday (OMG!!) already, so. like wth?! only 2 pathetic hours can! aiyah better than nothing anyway. (: and it was really damn easy and slack, so. :D we finished at 12, then since we had nothing better to do we went to AMK hub to take our lunch (pepper lunch ftw!) then we went to watch Madagascar 2! the penguins were so damn cuteee! heh, we totally should've watched that instead of Quantum last time with wan ting and christine, then we could have watched Bolt today cause i'm in loveee with Rhino the hamster! isnt he just the cutest aww!

okay that was just plain weird.

& OMG I'M GOING TO JAPAN ON FRIDAY! (midnight flight, so technically its saturday la.) i havent started packing my luggage, heh-heh. yeah guilty as charged. been busy the past week larrr. okay i shall be good and start packing now.

so byebye, off i go to pack! how awfully fun.

and yes, i'm being sarcastic, darlings.

2008-12-12T19:39:00.005+08:00

lazy to blog about WYCF, but i'll do it anyway. [:

heh well this definitely cant beat all the wonderful pictures the trip people came back with, all the experiences they've had and memories they'll never forget.

why did i choose not to go? why was i so unwilling to go depite so much persuasion and start to feel like i've missed something so fantastic? what was i so afraid of, so repulsive against? i really hate myself sometimes.

so for WYCF. yesterday was somewhat similar to today, except that the [boring] lecture was by different people. (yesterday it was Dr Goh Toh Chai and today by Dr Wong Su Sun ) that Dr Wong is so freaking weird i tell you! she's like completely eccentric and abnormal and freaky and well, just plain weird. so about yesterday. the SSA choir had to go back to CCAB after the combined with Bob Chilcott. (who is more gay than ever, he like dances and shakes his ass on stage luh.) me and gen made friends with the Nanyang Sop 2 SL and co-SC! she's like really nice and friendly, and we told her about molly and talked about other random stuff. :D i think that Kari Turunen is also equally gay, he dislikes it when people goes to the toilet and amanda calls him 'kari tut'. HAHAH i keep laughing when i think of that. :D yeah okay so after practice me and gen took the bus to Toa Payoh station (we only found out that there was this bus that went TP station like on the last day we'll be at CCAB, pffft) and went our respective ways. (me to the mrt station; gen walked home. and apparently she underestimated the distance to her house haha so she had to walk a long way back. ;D ) omg gen is so cute i tell you.

as for today, same thing, but it was the SATB choir's turn to go back to CCAB so we had lunch at VCH then i went home with gen. (: she has this weird fetish with birds, lol. during morning tea she was like feeding the pigeon with cake/ bread and that stupid pigeon kept walking towards us and me amanda and kaijun were freaking out and running away from it. (which was really embarrassing, come to think of it, but its not like we havent embarrassed ourselves worse in front of the anderson people, haha) AND, there are so many bees at VCH! and weirdly so, there are many bees at CCAB too. haha maybe somebody brought a bee from CCAB to VCH and the bee mated and had offsprings. (: okay fine, i know i'm weird. during the lecture we were talking about shows that we watched during our childhood (e.g. teletubbies!) and kaijun's PRETTY BOY turned around and laughed at us! yeah, we were talking kinda loudly and laughing really hysterically and being sorta shameless. (: at the mrt, the train was really empty so me and gen rushed in like typical aunties and sat at the priority seat. :D gen wanted to feel important or something. -.-

tomorrow's the last day of WYCF, there'll be a gala concert. i ~~think~~ know i will miss WYCF a whole lot.

yeah okay so thats it.

2008-12-10T19:26:00.004+08:00

we met Bob Chilcott and Kari Turunen today! Bob Chilcott was like damn funny and spastic [and uh, gay?] but he was really nice. (: well today was kinda boring; the food was disgusting (but at least a tad better than yesterday) but at least SSA improved! (-gasps- what a miracle!) anyway. first we sang at VCH, conducted by Bob Chilcott, then we took bus back to CCAB. carrying packets of lunch and afternoon tea, i shant elaborate on the stuff we commented during the bus ride cause its really something you dont wanna hear. :D then at CCAB we took our lunch and practiced and blahblah, and OH! kaijun finally managed to talk to her dearest anderson friend! :D all thanks to amanda, cause she like ran (yes, literally) towards that girl and was like telling her that kaijun wanted to talk to her and me gen and kaijun were staring at her in shock/ disbelief. lol and kaijun didnt know what to say then she was like 'its not supposed to be like this!' so now the girl knows we like planned to talk to her and seem like some wacked stalkers. HAHAHA! :D but anyway, yeah we practiced, got released late so we ran and jaywalked/ jayrunned across the road (tsk tsk, yes i know) and ran to the mrt station and squished with all the working people cause it was peak hour, grr.

yeah thats all, i'm getting hungry.

time for dinner, tata.

2008-12-09T20:24:00.003+08:00

okay this is so important it deserves being the third post for today.

SNCHOIR GOT GOLD, TOP IN CATEGORY FOR THE COMPETITION IN BRATISLAVA/ VIENNA!

like OMFG its a freaking GOLD. gold, glorious gold. you trip people totally deserved it! all that hard work put in, the extra hours of practive, the countless scoldings you all had to go through.. it was tough, i know.

there's nothing much i can say now, except CONGRATULATIONS! i would hug everyone of you if i could right now. :D

snchoir is the LOVE! <33

2008-12-09T18:45:00.005+08:00

today was WYCF opening ceremony, as i mentioned this morning. gosh, i just realised im posting for the second time today, how fantastic.

so we met at raffles place mrt and blahblah, gen was late (as usual, lol!) and she brought a [very annoying] 'friend' along with her. she really reminds me of someone in our school, but i shant mention who cause i'm nice. (: anyway, met the anderson people like always and made our way to VCH! the lunch was absolutely disgusting [soggy potato wedges and fish, wayy too oily chicken drumstick, funny looking potato salad and coleslaw] so i didnt eat much, haha. but i ate banana! well they gave it to each of us, dont know why. maybe they decided the food was too unhealthy. gawd okay that didnt make any sense. okay so today's performance was fantab! we sounded really good, lim yau was very.. expressive. but he's really professional and all. ~~though i think he was in a bad mood cause he wasnt as nice as he was on saturday.~~ ANYWAY.

we had to change into the disgusting purple birthday-present-gone-wrong gown but since the toilet had a long queue, we changed outside the cubicles. we're like professional strippers now, haha! okay that sounded wrong, but nevermind. it was funny! :D AND wearing the disgusting choir gown means that we also had to wear the feet torturing white court shoes. and LOL, amanda's shoes were peeling everywhere like paint and her right shoe and left shoe looked like they were two different pairs of shoes, haha! :D it was like some mutated thing and the sole of her shoe came off too. well yeah and after the performance she threw them away.

i realise that amanda and kaijun are stalkers. :D amanda's a cyberstalker and kaijun, well, both cyber and physical, lol ;D okay personal joke, you random people wont understand. :D

i also realise that i love WYCF, and i'm loving it more and more now! why? i dont really know. but i do know that amanda gen and kaijun are the main reason for it. (: i've never laughed so much in one and a half weeks, honestly!

yay, lovelove. <3 i dont want all this to end so fast.

2008-12-09T09:11:00.003+08:00

i had a fantastic weekend. :D well saturday was lim yau, then sunday was a fantab dinner with my uncles, aunt and cousins (mother's side) at SICC and yesterday was shopping at Vivo with the family! actually we were supposed to go to Wild Wild Wet with my cousins (father's side) yesterday but it was raining so damn heavily the entire day, so. >:/ and to think that sunday (the day before) and today (the day after) IT WAS/ IS SO FREAKING SUNNY. grrah whats with the weather, man. anyway, Vivo was just as good cause we had lunch at some chinese restaurant called Bosses and ate dim sum, which i was craving for at that moment, so yay. then we went to watch Four Christmases which was just an okay show cause the plot's too simple. but it wasnt that bad la. after the movie we went shopping there [my dad and sister to Toys R Us to buy my sister her, uhm, belated birthday present and me and my mum to clothes shopping :D :D ] and ZOMG my mum actually bought me a shirt from River Island! it was like really expensive ($51!!!) and well initially she didnt want to buy it but then my dad convinced her to and he paid for it. :D did i tell you how much i love my dad? :D yeah then we bought a nice matching winter hat and scarf from Winter Time. uhh then we left Vivo and went for dinner at some seafood restaurant (it was a coffeeshop, really, but they called it a restaurant HAHAH) at seletar and it was really good! well it always has been that good there, so. (:

yeah thats it for my weekend.

now for today.

going to VCH later on for the WYCF Opening Ceremony! my mum didnt want to come cause well, she cant make it. and my dad? thats just out of the question; he wont even be able to make it for the Gala Concert on saturday cause he's flying off to Beijing (i think) on thursday. D: but its only for a few days, THANKFULLY. anyway, for today's opening ceremony we'll be singing ONE song with the SNYO. ha, one song. fantastic. and that ONE song just has to be the 28 page Child of Destiny. but at least we sound better with the SNYO. [and lim yau! ;D ]

yeah okay so i better go feed my terrapins and bathe now.

toodles.

the beauty in all things.

2008-12-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

YAY OMG I MET LIM YAU TODAY AND HE CONDUCTED US AND HE'S LIKE REALLY GOOD! but kinda scary/ intimidating too cause me kaijun's and amanda's palms were sweaty! okay so he was nice but i dont know why i was kinda frightened by him anyway. it isnt the same with mr gay pms-y conductor (who came today and evidently hates the sops grr >:/ ) whom i just have lost all existed-respect for cause he keeps shooting insults at the sops (and the sops only) like 'you sound horrible!' or something to that extent anyway. he's completely unlike ms lim, cause when ms lim scolds us i really change and sing better but when mr gay pms-y conductor scolds us i just get really annoyed. we got this really nice/ not nice shirt which we're only gonna wear on one occasion (so waste money la! its free anyway, so. ) yeah and anyway, we sang Child of Destiny with the SNYO (Singapore National Youth Orchestra, you ignorant little people) and we they sounded really good! okay so we were much better than the past few practices at CCAB, goodness knows why, but at least we sounded relatively in tune and might i say, kinda nice as well. :D we camwhored (not alot anyway) in the toilets and outside and i shall post the pictures another time. :D yeah so today was relatively nice and fun, i must say. (:

okaay so thats it for today.

uhm well my parents are at some Dinner and Dance thingum and that leaves with me my maid and my sister to stay at home and rot. ahwell, at least they arent around to bother me hahah. but i'm like really bored now cause there arent any nice shows on tv D: and i wanna watch a dvd or something but i've already watched all the dvds i have! BOOHOOHOO.

aww nevermind i shant drag you into my misery as well. and that leaves me with nothing better to say so buh-bye.

i shall go back to reading gossip girl. :D

2008-12-05T19:04:00.004+08:00

WYCF pre-festival camp: day five.

wow its day five already, i'm utterly amazed. time passes so fast! i still remember it being long draggy monday, which i dreaded so much, and well the past week of pure torture and sweetness. i've really seen this whole event in a different light, and i honestly am starting to like it! and..

WE'RE GONNA BE MEETING LIM YAU TOMORROW LIKE ZOMG! ahhh! lim yau! okay not that i particularly admire him or anything but still! he's like famous! well kind of, anyway. i shall start breathing normally now.

going back to today, well it was fun cause we combined again so got to hang around with amanda kaijun and gen. :D they really make me laugh, i tell you. anyway, we sang, ate, talked, laughed, blah blahs and cause we were good and awesome we got released at four! :D :D yay yay. tomorrow we'll be practicing in SCH (Singapore Conference Hall) CONDUCTED BY LIM YAU and singing with the SNYO! i'm starting to feel really stressed out now cause its so major and i tend to screw things up quite alot. GRRAH.

okay i'm hungry and i wanna eat. ttfn, i will be back to post about lim yau!

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and they better give us manymany cca points for this cause if not then i/ my parents will make alot of noise. ;] no actually just my mum, cause if you tell my dad then he'll probably be like 'huh whats cca points' that kinda thing. aye yes, he's such an ignorant dad.

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2008-12-04T19:28:00.004+08:00

WYCF pre-festival camp: day four.

today was highly amusing, all thanks to gen and amanda's highly aminated selves and kaijun's contagious high-pitched laughter. :D we had combined today, and it was really fun! ~~watching percy, especially.~~ meh, i wanna be in SATB choir, cause they sound so good! and zomg, the guys in tenor and bass sound so freaking nice. D: aww but SNchoir is an exception. :D the songs we sang today were really weird and gay, like The Goose and The Swan (LOL GOOSE :D ), The North Wind and The Sun, Morning Tide (which was just repeating a portion OVER AND OVER AGAIN, like literally.), Waltzing Matilda (DONT LAUGH, i'm serious!) and well, the WYCF theme song Child of Destiny. which, btw, is really sickening and LONG. like 28 pages, zomg, but one page only has two stanzas la, hahah. i dont really remember anything else, just that we kept laughing throughout the entire day and i think we make really good comedians and entertainers.

bah, nothing else. but today was funny, and long, cause it ended at 5.45, which made me reach home at 7 (? somewhere there) blame 171, it took so long! well so we kinda like missed one bus but the next one took like half an hour to arrive! okay so maybe i'm exaggerating a little but its not like buses havent taken half an hour to arrive anyways. so. uhh yeah i shall stop blabbering and uttering nonsense that probably dont even make any sense anyway.

omg i didnt mention japan or how much i wanna go there in this post!

SHEESH i just did.

shows i dont really think before i type, thus leading to sounding really idiotic. pardon me.

golly gee, i really am not making any sense!

buh-bye.

time turmoil.

2008-12-03T19:23:00.004+08:00

WYCF pre-festival camp: day three.

actually, i dont think i really wanna post about all that i did during the time i spent at CCAB cause there wasnt much going on actually. (: except that i find gen utterly amusing and hilarious, hahah :D but i suppose i dont dread going for 'torture camp' that much anymore.. maybe, just maybe, i'm actually starting to like it.

aww c'mon, dont go all 'OMG' on me! i never expected myself to be interesting or well, even close to actually willing to wake up so early and not get all grumpy and stuff cause normally i will. gosh, what the heck is going on with me?! i must have mutated into some form of unearthly creature or something.

okay so for the more interesting part of today, i FINALLY met up with my darling alyson after like what, two years. omg she's changed so much.. but in a good way :D and she insisted on paying for everything so the only thing i spent was on transport to and fro. haha, rich kid much! no but i'm serious, she's really rich. ahwell, i owe her a christmas present. :] anyway, went to watch Wild Child which, in my opinion, is THE best show i've ever watched! zomg it was SO FREAKING NICE i can totally watch it again! i shall pester my mum to buy the dvd or something cause its totally worth it. :D gosh, i'm glad we didnt decide to watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua, though i really wanna watch it as well, cause i think i'd have regretted it. :D so overall, today was funfun and i had a fantab time!

okay so tomorrow WYCF is gonna be full day. like from 9am til 5.30pm. SHEESH. dang, its so long. -inserts whiniest face i can find- DANG its a freaking 8 hour thing! like thats a whole plane ride to japan can. urghhh.

sighs japan, dear japan. cant time just pass faster?

the big blue sky.

2008-12-02T19:05:00.004+08:00

WYCF pre-festival camp: day two.

so basically, today was pretty much like yesterday. but at least i knew what to expect and stuff. haha and i still find that ms angela person very hilarious. :D actually, the more i look at her the more i think she doesnt resemble ms lim, lol :D left early today and didnt stay back for combined sectionals cause, well its a long story really. :D but! i found out how to get to CCAB by bus! yay cause i follwed this TK girl and apparently she knew the way and was uber nice and let me tag along. :] yay i like nice people like her :D

so! those going for the trip are well, kinda like already there. okay i totally should have posted this earlier but its better late then never! :D anyway, here's wishing all of them the very best! may they shine like the fabulous superstars they are, and bring back that oh-so-glamorous gold! i know that hard work always pay off, so DO US PROUD, my lovely fellow choir darlings. <3

going out with primary school junior/ bus friend alyson tomorrow! :D going to J8 to watch Wild Child YAYYYY. omgosh you just cant imagine how much i wanna watch WC luh! actually i wanna watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua too but apparently alyson said that they're showing it on the plane, so. (: and the plane that she was on is gonna be the one i'll be taking to dearest japan! y'know, the A360 thing.. yeahhh.

speaking of japan, have i mentioned just how much i wanna get to that cold snowy (okay so maybe it isnt snowy but hey, i can dream right? :] ) place? okay so i vaguely remember mentioning it in my last post but still. I AM DYING TO GO TO JAPAN LIKE RIGHT NOW. japanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapanjapan

AHHHH!

to put it simply: I JUST CANT WAIT.

2008-12-01T17:06:00.005+08:00

WYCF pre-festival camp : day one.

so today was pretty much torture camp. it started out as me having to wake up at 6.45 in the morning cause it starts at 9 but they told us to reach there half and hour earlier (which like half of the people there didnt bother to adhere to). then i sleepily bathed, changed into school u, ate my breakfast, then took mrt to braddell to take gen's transport. :D omgosh, the mrt was so darn crowded! it was squeeeezy with all the going to work people, grr. so squished all the way to braddell, which thankfully isnt that far from yck station. then waited for gen and her dad to fetch me to CCAB. so at CCAB, the SSA people went into this auditorium for a short briefing and warm ups by ms dawn yin and ms angela. warm ups by that ms angela person was so hilarious! wait first, she took out this key board which is like a piece of cloth but probably has some sensor thing so whichever key she touched on that cloth the note played! gosh, so cool la! :D then she did this weird warm up where she played some chording thingum and made us sing mary had a little lamb -.- then 'mary wasnt feeling good' and she changed the key into some minor key and made us sing. hahah, and she looks somewhat like ms lim! when she walked in the room, me and gen thought it was ms lim hahah :D like her height and her looks are somewhat like ms lim's.. except for her hair and voice la, lol. anyways. so after warm ups we split into sectionals to sing Der Wassermanns (!!) and The Joiku. for Der Wassermanns i learnt the sop two part, heh-heh. i like the alto two part more HEEHEE! :D and feeling nice, i taught the rest the german pronunciations cause i happened to bring my choir file along so i had the score with me. i really hope i taught them correctly, cause if not then it'll be so darn embarrassing! like in front of all those people i dont even know.. we didnt even introduce ourselves luh! yeah then i left at 12.30 with the TK people cause uh, ms lim told us to? haha.. but after i left they actually would have combined sectionals so i missed it, which is not a good thing cause if i miss combined sectionals all three days then i'll be dead cause i wouldnt know how to sing it together with the other sections! so i'll probably like stay until 5.30 tomorrow, much as i dont want to. but thats only PROBABLY; i may not either :D

okay so thats it for WYCF day one.

now for other random things.

ohoh! the choral workshop at HCI on saturday. i had to leave early for that tour briefing thing which was so crap cause they were talking about things i kinda like ALREADY KNEW, but anyway. yeah for HCI. i made wen en sms me the results, and WE GOT GOLD! like a freaking GOLD :D okay not like literally a medal or something, but ms lim rated us a gold! with two other secondary schools and two JCs. i was like ZOMG, cause i thought ms lim didnt really like our sound and stuff. but apparently wen en said she liked our facial expressions and thought they were good! haha so looking stupid for essassa really paid off YAYY :D

gah, two more weeks of torture camp, please pray that i survive this TREMENDOUS ORDEAL. aiyah actually it isnt that bad, just that i dont like waking up so early. >:/ and spending the whole frigging day there is really gonna be exhausting. not to mention, its so freaking far away in like bukit timah or something. and its kinda ulu la, there isnt any bus stop nearby in viewing proximity. last time we went there for the briefing we walked such a long way then gave up cause we didnt see any bus stop nearby and took a cab to newton mrt. haha.

OH YES, yesterday, when my dad was driving around that area to like get me familiarised with the way and everything, while he was u-turning into the third lane then cut into the second lane, this asshole on the second lane horned at him cause my dad like made him slow down or something and that asshole horned all the way until he cut into the first lane and overtook us. then at the traffic light, we saw that asshole (driving a black volkswagen) and my mum turned to look at him with an expressionless face and you know what he freaking did? HE FREAKING POINTED HIS MIDDLE FINGER AT MY MUM. i was like so shocked, cause we werent even in the wrong in the first place. and he didnt point it once only; he pointed his frigging finger at us a few times. gosh we were all too shocked to react but actually we should have taken his picture and taken down his car plate number and put it up on stomp or something to embarrass that fugly asshole luh. i cant think of a better word to describe him other than asshole. well that kind of person doesnt deserve any respect anyway. and his child was sitting right beside him can. what a fabulous father i'd rather cut my fingers off than have.

hmm, okay so now i dont think i have anything else to talk about.

random fact: i wanna fly off to japan so desparately D:

like REALLY desparately.

shine like the shooting star.

2008-11-28T12:46:00.004+08:00

YAY ME, i've finished all my holiday homework already, zomg. believe me, i had a more than torturous time doing elect geog and maths homework [which i dont know how to do like, half the paper pfft.] but surprisingly, i LIKED doing chem. ohmyGOD i think i'm crazy.

this week has been really boring. surprise, surprise. well, but my mum took leave on wednesday and thursday to study for her EXAM (haha so she finally understands what its like to go through the torment of studying muahaha) yesterday. BUT, she kinda like failed her exam by 6 marks. well, the passing mark's 75 out of 100. so yeah, she was kinda disappointed cause she really studied very hard but ohwell. made her go shopping with me at amk hub (LOL i cant believe i actually succeeded) in hope that she'll be nice and buy something for me. but guess what, i didnt manage to find anything and she got a $59 blouse for herself instead. -.- gosh, damn ex la! i bet even if i asked her to buy me something that costs $30 she'll say its expensive, tsktsk. grahh well thats my mother for you anyway.

going to HCI tomorrow for that choir workshop thing. i just found out from josephine that the non-trip people will be going there just to sing essassa. and i really pray that the performance wont start so late, cause if it starts after 11 then i'm just going all the way to hwa chong to practice and not perform. why? cause the tour agent (more like my parents, i think.) wants all of us to be present for the tour briefing to JAPAN *inserts great big smiley here* which so happens to fall on the same day as that. so. should i still go ah? okay finefine, i think i will.

choir on tuesday was okay, i think its/ we're getting better. :D yaye jiayou trip people! mehh, hearing ms lim talk about what to bring and blahblahs on tuesday made me so depressed; ~~maybe i really want to go after all? maybe i made the wrong decision?~~ well so all i have to do now is to look forward/ not look forward to WYCF and all its glam and glitz and large-scaleness and be happy and appreciative that i'll actually get to meet some of the best conducters (LIM YAU)? yeah, i s'pose that just could be fun and probably one of the best experiences i've had.

andand, JAPAN! ehomg i cant wait! and when i say i cant wait it means feeling all excited and getting distracted very easily (due to swooning over the cute guys i just might meet there HAHAHA kidding!) and having this strange urge to pack my luggage though i'm only leaving three weeks later. O.O did i mention i think i'm crazy? yeah cause now i'm quite positive i am.

EH I WANNA WATCH WILD CHILD AND BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA. yaye chick flicks rock :D anyone nice enough to accompany me? :D actually i'm kinda like free after the wycf practices (which ends at 12.30 from monday to wednesday) , so i'm not that busy after all YAY. i'm just DYING to watch them, dont really know why either. gosh, i think i'll really be spending a whole lot of money just watching one movie. cause when you watch a movie, you'll have to spend on 1. the movie ticket. 2. popcorn? 3. drinks. 4. NACHOS! GAH maybe someone can treat me? 8D okay fat hope, i know. ;O

sooo. i shall start smsing and asking people if they wanna go out with me HAHA :D or you can like, offer, y'know? (: i'll gladly agree!

i think i'm kinda high now. i swear i didnt take caffeine or sugar!

its party time, babeh.

2008-11-24T18:24:00.006+08:00

i have changed my blogskin to something nice and pink :D though the words up there really dont make sense, cause i'm not even eighteen yet -.- but okay, just ignore that yeah? (:

so, about my sister's party on saturday. yay omg it was fun! :D though it was raining really heavily initially, but thank goodness the rain was reduced into drizzles then it finally stopped :D i thank my dearest darlings melissa wan ting and adeline for the great time and truckloads of fun i had! we were THE most retarded people there i can bet; and we kept laughing and laughing and laughing and yeah, you can kinda picture the scene. especially melissa i tell you! omg she kept laughing for no reason which made us all laugh like some crazy weirdos. so anyway, we had tons of fun camwhoring in the playground, carrying a porcelain plate with chipster chips and walking around looking like complete idiots, standing by the bbq pit and continuously stuffing ourselves silly with satays, chicken wings, otahs and squid, and well, other random stuff that made the whole time all the more fun. :D i'm really glad my mum allowed me to invite them, if not i'll definitely be stuck organising dumb games for my sister or talking to random neighbours about school and other boring whatnots. hmm okay what else. gah i cant remember, i seriously think i need a brain checkup sometimes. but anyway, it was funfunfun and i really never had such a fun and crazy time like that before! :D

now for today. basically it was like any other boring weekday, except that i spent my entire afternoon wrapping the stupid sec three books. i took a grand total of [drumrolls] 3 and a half hours to finish wrapping all of them! gosh and my back hurt like hell after that, sheesh. >:/ i'm such a hopeless person, rah.

i just realised that blogger lets me post pictures here! so long as it isnt very big. but i've already uploaded the pictures on photobucket, so. here's the link :D

http://s494.photobucket.com/albums/rr306/huilin0910/partayyy%20time/

gosh that took such a long time.

choir tomorrow for six hours, pray that i survive?

meh i'm hungry, so BYE :D

my lovely little sunshines.

2008-11-21T15:37:00.011+08:00

today was a rather typical day, played with my lovely terrapins and took many pictures of them :D i love the way they swim/ waddle around in the tank, they're just so adorable! eh but when they grow big they'll turn ugly and big and ugly? andand, they can recognise me! when they see me approaching they swim over and scratch at the tank. :D okay maybe its just cause they want food but anyways. just look at them!

haha we added this 'genuine paua shell' [whatever that is] from new zealand into the tank.. and the terrapins keep trying to bite it -.- we flipped it upsidedown cause its too slippery for them to climb up, haha. :D but it looks so cute!

lol terrapin tower!

waiting for food.. hmm spot the reflection of the chio ferrari sign on my chio ferrari phone? :D

uh, shooting each other intimidating glares?

me being stupid and mean by putting the smelly shrimp outside the tank :D

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okay so enough of terrapins. going swimming later cause my sister has swimming lesson and i'm gonna watch her suffer MUAHAHA. eh actually i'm not so mean la, going to lose FATS. yay the thought of losing those horrendous fats just makes me happy 8D

my sister's birthday tomorrow, we're having a bbq party for her. :D [no connection, yes.] my mum allowed me to invite a few friends, so i invited melissa, wan ting and adeline! actually mandi too but she's in hot thailand playing with elephants and eating random insects. yeah so. maybe she could fly back just for my sister's party? nah but she's not that nice HAHA! :D yay i like bbq parties! uh except that its my SISTER'S party, and that'll mean having ten other 9 year olds running around and being annoying. -.- ohwell, its my sister's party anyway.

bah, this shall be a short random post cause i have nothing to talk about. (: and i never seem to know how to end blog posts properly, so. can i just cut the crap and end with a bye?

yes i believe i can. BYE. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND. 8D

lovelovelove.

2008-11-20T18:10:00.003+08:00

i woke up this morning with a blocked nose, sore throat and a throbbing headache which just refuses to go away even though i've slept for a grand total of 3 hours already. am i just pro or what. -.- but guess what, i still managed to bring myself to school to collect my books (BAD DECISION) which made my headache even worse so i called my mum and she told me not to go for choir but go home and sleep. hah, apparently it didnt work, cause after sleeping for so long, i feel so woozy and weird and that headache's STILL NOT GONE. >:/

BUT, i have miraculously brought myself in front of the laptop and decided that i just HAVE to post about the fantab time i had yesterday with all the twopurity darlings that went for class chalet. :D

so basically, i had a really great time yesterday depite 1. the rain 2. those annoying bunch of lameass idiotic guys at the next pit who kept borrowing stuff from us [tsk tsk, more elaboration later] and 3. the horrifying journey home.

okay the rain wasnt that bothersome but it was really annoying. hmm maybe that contributed to my blocked nose, or maybe its just the flu bug i've caught from my sis, heh. now for THOSE IRRITATING GUYS. they kept coming to us and borrowing/ taking stuff like our charcoal, tongs, aluminium foil and GOD-KNOWS-WHAT else. and they were making a hell lot of noise (okay so maybe we were noisier but aww who cares [: ) and [quoting joan yesterday], they were treating us like charcoal suppliers. y'know, we made an indoor bbq with an aluminium tray and we didnt even use like 1/4 of the bag of charcoal, but those guys kept running over and took so much charcoal, even more than we used luh! just goes to show we know how to barbecue MUCH BETTER than them, and that girls are just wayyy smarter than guys, HAHA. as for the horrifying journey home. well, we (me melissa and mackie) arranged to leave coasta sands at 8.45, (which we did) then take a cab to suntec where my mum would pick us up and drop mackie and melissa at yio chu kang mrt station which would cut their journey a whole lot. BUT, much to our horror, no freaking cab was willing to fetch us all the way in sentosa. so we panicked, faced one angry mother (mine, obviously) and well, took a train all the way back to where we were going. and my mum picked me up from yck station, which i was really thankful for anyway, but she was telling me that she had to wait for one hour in her office just to find out that we were goiong back ourselves (i felt really bad /: but it wasnt our fault! blame the lazy taxi drivers >:/ ) sighs yes.

and now for the happy part of yesterday :D well duh, it was tons of fun cause we rock :D first me and melissa met joan at harbourfront mrt. no wait, first we met mackie at dhoby gaut (haha coincidence!) then we went to Vivomart and bought the equipment and foodstuff. me and melissa went up and down the escalator 6 times (yes, i counted) and were extremely exhausted after that, lol :D then we met other people in there and went to sentosa by monorail together! i have muscle aches on my shoulder and arms now cause i carried stuff yesterday. yeah, i'm pathetic i know. (:

at sentosa, we took the tram to some station and walked to find coasta sands. in the rain. okay so it wasnt raining thaaat heavily, but still. in coasta sands, we couldnt find the check in counter so the huge group of us (like 15 people, maybe?) walked up and down stairs with so many plastic bags until we found the counter. haha then we got the key, found our little hut, and started the bbq! we managed to cook lotsa food (and YES, they were perfectly well done and yummy! ) and we spread butter and honey over all of the food, even the fishballs, sausages and luncheon meat, haha! :D but it was really nice and tasty. i took pictures (yayy editted in picasa to make them brighter haha) but due to blogger being extremely stupid and laggy, i've posted them up on photobucket and shall paste the link here later. (: ahh, it was really fun, and i'll miss two purity '08 all the more. ):

this class chalet has really made me realise that no matter how much i tell myself to let go, i know that deep down, i can never do that. yeah, it'll take time, but for now, i know that all of you in two purity mean so much to me. you've brought me lots of joy that can never be expressed, and i now know the true meaning of friendship and class unity. it doesnt take a really enthu class to portray how united we are; and despite the many negative comments stupid teachers who really just dont know anything shoot at us all the time, we've still stayed strong as a class and shared many great experiences with each other. (: I LOVE TWOPURITY'08 TTM! <33

to those who went for the chalet: thanks for the wonderful time we had together yesterday! this class chalet has been really fun, though i couldnt stay, but i still enjoyed myself truckloads in the time i spent there! extra credit to joan for organising that and making the extra effort to plan! :D haha, i'm glad we didnt win the class chalet that sjw said he'll pay for, cause that means that the class has to be stuck with him and his annoying self. i just found out from joan yesterday that teachers actually have a list of all our blogs, and they READ them. wow teachers, i didnt know they were so free. dont they have better things to do like setting homework just to torture us and projects just for self-pleasure? or something to that extent anyway. ahwell, i dont really care la actually. i mean, read then read lor! so what, heh-heh.

yeah, that was like major randomness.

but i'm like that y'know, i dont talk much sense when i have nothing else to talk about.

and now for the link to the pictures! :D http://s494.photobucket.com/albums/rr306/huilin0910/sentosa%20love/

boredom.

2008-11-18T18:32:00.003+08:00

didnt need to go for choir today cause i'm not going to bratislava. for once, i'm glad.

went to do cip with darling mandi yesterday. actually we intended to do all 15 hours, but when we got there, we found it kinda boring so yeah, we only did 14. (: aiyah, very good already la! but i'm still low on cip hours, so. wish me luck.

okay i just realised i have nothing to post about, so yes.

CLASS CHALET TOMORROW! zomg i really cant wait! i shall remember to bring my camera and take lotsa pictures. :D i mean, its sentosa! totally cooool ;D twopurity ftw <3

gah i really cant think of anything else to post about. except for the fact that i'm getting FATTER due to lack of exercise (cause i'm too lazy to, heh) which is horrible. cause i detest fats, since i'm fat enough!

wow, talk about interesting. this post shall end here since i'm like totally the most interesting person right now. -.-

HAPPY FOURTEENTH, WAN TING <3

2008-11-14T19:11:00.017+08:00

firstly. HAPPY FOURTEENTH WAN TING! haha, you didnt let me sing you a birthday song just now, so i shall now proclaim my love (AWW) for you publicly :D so! you're finally fourteen, be proud you're now as old as me! and stop complaining about being 40kg, cause DAMMIT, YOU'RE SO TALL AND SKINNY! yes. (: haha anyway, thanks for being such a wonderful friend always; i will never forget those fun times we always have, and for helping and listening me when i really needed someone to talk to. i'll never forget all you've done for me, and I REALLY OWE YOU! uhh, literally as well. haha, i promisepromise i'll get you something nice and wan ting-ish from japan okaaay? I LOVE YOU ALWAYS! <3>

secondly, DANG, we had to go to school today. well, not to study, duh. but for that dumb prize presentation thing and student council investiture [which was like a MAJOR event for some god-knows-what reason?] yeah. it wasnt fun, but it wasnt very interesting either. i mean, you cant expect something that the school organises to be like not the least bit boring, cause our school's well, our school. heh, my mum actually wanted to come watch me receive that pathetic one certificate, but i made her not come by coming up with all sorts of excuses like the school will drag it and you'll be late for work, that there's no point wasting time watching me receive one prize blahblahblah. but seriously speaking, its only one dammit cert which probably doesnt make any difference anyway. well considering the fact that there ARE people who got like 7 awards? yeah, mine is pretty insignificant.

honestly, sometimes i really feel that some people dont deserve it at all. there are other people way better than them who deserve it even more, just that the teachers dont see that cause they only like people who attract attention, suck up to them and act all two-faced and stuff. i'm not saying this because i didnt get in. i know many people feel the same way, and i really dont get why this world is so complicated, and why some people always get what they dont deserve to. not to mention some purely unreasonable and disgusting teachers that i dont believe even exist.

okay i shall stop thinking about it and annoy myself even more.

today we [me mandi christine and wan ting] went to celebrate wan ting's birthday at marina :D yayy, i managed to get my way out of bowling. >:) ate at pizza hut for lunch (beef lasagne ftw! <3) and OMG did you know that they charge 10% for SERVICE CHARGE and 7% GST? like wth, they sure know how to extort money from mere students like us. not like i'm rich cann. then wan ting and christine bowled, while me and mandi camwhored at the bowling place. (superbowl i think?) :D haha. wan ting occasionally poked her head in as well, cause she's just being wan ting. you know, kinda self-explanatory. (: then we watched Quantum of Solace (yaknw, the james bond show?) which was like omgBORING! i didnt understand the whole movie at all.. apparently it was about some british and american people fighting over oil (or was it water?) and there were lots of gunshots and dead people and cars without doors and flying planes and the sandy desert and many people trying to kill each other and unloyal people (person actually- none other than james bond himself -.-) who dumped his friend in the dustbin when he died then took his money and whatnots! when the show started i thought it was some car advertisement la, wth. and when it ended i was like HUH?! what was the show all about ah? that kinda thing. you know, i think we were the youngest in the cinema? cause like the other people all seemed kinda.. old. like upper sec/ jc/ adults. me and wan ting kept talking to each other which must have annoyed some people a whole lot cause i know that annoys me especially when i'm trying to watch a movie. lol but we were bored! we finished half the popcorn even before the movie started [I BLAME WAN TING!] and we kept dozing off during the movie. like AHH my $8.50! alot eh! hmph, i still think we should have watched madagascar.

so. here are the photos, cause i think i've typed alot already :D

yay us camwhoring in the toilet with christine's phone :D

ehomg. as usual, i look RETARDED!

me and the birthday BABEH :D lovelove! <33

mandi darling! <33 she FINALLY pierced her ears! like HAHA MANDI, FINALLYYY :D

CLASS CHALET! i really cant wait.

okay i'm hungry cause its 8pm now. and WOW GUESS WHAT? thats my dinner time. so byebye :D

cute stinky little terrapins.

2008-11-12T13:24:00.017+08:00

i've somehow lost the zest for blogging, and you shall crave to hear more of me everyday until i finally decide to blog regularly again. :D

so last friday we were supposed to do cip but mandi lost her form, found her form, then was too lazy to come over. well, actually it was more like we were both too lazy to do cip so we decided to push it to another day. aye, procrastination. it really gets you nowhere.

since i have nothing to talk about, here are the pictures of my wonderful terrapins (yes, i found out they were terrapins, not tortoises (: ) and tell me they're cute, cause i know they are. :D

aww, arent they just the cutest.

this one is GREEDY. me & my sister gave it a piece of [extremely smelly] dried shrimp and it refused to let it go.

see what i mean? G-R-E-E-D-Y!

and this one has a really long neck. wow.

we put them on newspapers and let them crawl around. but we had to catch them every few minutes cause they were crawling everywhere! and mind you, they crawl FAST.

terrapin on my sisters hand(:

terrapin on a container lid. 8D

okay so you must be bored now looking at terrapins. i really have nothing to post about !

hmm. well, choir yesterday was uhh. the non-bratislava people were released at like 4.30 (ZOMG) which was an extremely good thing for me. but i'm really worried for all of us, we really arent up to that standard that mslim wants. /: what if she really walks out on us like what she's been saying? we need her! we really do. then what about syf next year? we've really gotta buck up, despite how tough or discouraging it may be. we really arent doing this for anyone else, but ourselves. but i believe that miracles happen and hard work does pay off. honestly speaking, we arent really counting on miracles and luck here arent we? so that leaves us with hard work, and determination!

all the way,
cause i know we can do it.

anything but ordinary.

2008-11-09T18:29:00.004+08:00

30th post, and counting.

ehomg i really got into B2. and i should be happy right? since its like my first choice and all. but weirdly, i dont feel as ecstatic as i'd have imagined myself to be. maybe its because no one (let me stress) NO ONE i know got into the same combi as me! like mandi most probably got into c1a, wan ting, melissa and hui juan all got into c1b (ah you lucky people, get into same class!) and well, yeah. OMG noooo. thats not faaaaaair. >:/ gah ohwell.

on a brighter note, my dad bought 4 baby tortoises/ terrapins yesterday! :D haha they're like freaking cute la. and they run FAST. i thought tortoises/ terrapins are slow lazy animals. okay the lazy part yes, i agree. and they stink! like smelly-stink, lol. and the oh-so-genuis me, being me, named them mickey, minnie, goofy and donald. well actually it was just a random brainstorm but apparently my sister took me seriously. O.O and my mum thought the names were cute and so tada! mickey minnie goofy and donald, they are. not that i can actually tell them apart actually. i shall post pictures of them another day. (:

went shopping at marina square with my family today. haha bought a $26 jacket from FOX (like WOW cheap, much!), a black bag and a new pencil case. (my one-month due birthday presents from my parents.) yayy so now i'm happy again. :D

bytheway, BINDHU! have you been stalking me HUH, you perv! haha for the record, my legs are FAT. and thats ANYTHING BUT NICE.

ANYONE I KNOW GOT INTO B2 AS WELL?!

i do nonsensicality best.

2008-11-07T10:51:00.003+08:00

gah, i havent been posting all week. proof that my holidays arent as interesting as you think. or rather, they arent interesting at all.

didnt have choir yesterday :D actually have la, but mslim asked the non-competition people not to go, so [obviously] i didnt go (: haha! actually come to think about it, i'd rather do something productive during my holidays than just stay at home and decompose. i've just been watching tv and using the computer so much, thus the FATS i tell you. ohGOSH.

okay! so i'm gonna to something productive today. going to lentor residence for cip at like, 2? omg, its the last session already! [uhh, yay?] actually it wasnt that bad la, just tiring. but kinda slack as well, cause the nurses dont really bother about what you're doing, so you can just talk to one or two old folks for like 3hours and they dont care, haha.

AHHH i suddenly feel like going shopping, dont know why. maybe its simply because i'm VERY, (let me repeat) VERY bored at home, and i dont like feeling bored. -.- thats another reason why i cant wait for class chalet! <3

i think 'I Survived A Japanese Gameshow' is hilarious. :D they make the people wear the most outrageous and hideous outfits, and they do even more ridiculous things. [like wearing sticky suits and jumping up and pasting themselves on the wall HAHAH] or sitting on eggs and whatnots! lol, the japanese people are so funny. like the sayonara mob? gawd, thats just crazy (in a good way).

uh. i like the pandan cake from bengawan solo? (:

OKAY now i'm not making any sense.

so byebye.

tell me something i dont know.

2008-11-03T12:11:00.003+08:00

since i have nothing to do now and am literally rotting at home and wasting my life away, i might as well post about my weekend which was rather interesting. (:

friday - [okay friday isnt a weekend but whatever] something funny/ not funny happened. i dont know why i remember this, but ohwell.

okay. think.

me sitting on sofa.

sister sitting on stool VERY NEAR the sofa drinking soup.

sister laughs and turns to me.

sister's hand accidentally flicks soup bowl.

soup with PEA and EGG literally FLEW and splatters all over ME and the sofa.

pea and egg lands everywhere, and a wet and gross me starts LAUGHING.

wow. i really expected myself to start screaming and shouting at her, cause i'm usually like that. (: but seriously, trust me to laugh when there's soup, pea and egg all over me.

saturday - mum had to go to the office to work for a few hours, and dragged me and my sister along with her. (so i didnt go for chinese tuition HOORAY!) yeah, me and my sister fooled around alot, made quite alot of noise (haha), slept, did HOLIDAY HOMEWORK (which, btw, is so RIDICULOUS) and took pictures (which i am too lazy to post anyway), ate biscuits (for free! they were in the office pantry anyway, and we were hungry); all in the span of 3 hours. (: took our lunch at like 4? cause my mum's office is in suntec (blame the shopping temptation! we went shopping for like 1 hour after that, haha) and we stay VERY FAR from there. so yes. then went to my grandmother's house for dinner. after dinner, went to orchard road to shop! :D we zara-ed, (and i managed to make my mum buy me a shirt, HAHA. but the salespeople there are HORRIBLE. and rude. >:/ ), esprit-ed and borders-ed (?) yeah you get what i mean. i bought a book. (: and i found out that borders closes at 12 midnight! dont know if its everyday or just on saturdays, but still! the poor people working there!

sunday - went to church. need i elaborate? other than church, basically just stayed at home and watched tv. (: national treasure is nice! okay randomness, yes.

TADA and today's monday and i'm bored once again. /: I NEED SOMEONE TO GO OUT WITH ME! rah.

as usual, another unnecessary post.

sneezing my life away.

2008-10-31T15:34:00.006+08:00

i think i've caught the flu. BLEH and i downright hate sneezing so much til my nose turns red and feeling so sick that i really should be buried under layers of blankets and on my way to dreamland now. but ohwell, the computer's too tempting.

apparently my sister's exams are over, so that means now she can bother me about stupid things like playing with her. -.- gawd, do you know how annoying it is to have a nine-year-old (or soon to be anyway) sister whose motive in life just seems to be to annoy the hell outta you until she's satisfied? yeah. thats my sister, alright. that sweet -*coughs*chokes*splutters*- facade is all, well, just a facade.

gah, my nose feels itchy, and i sound horrible. like donald duck. and i dont like sounding like donald duck. >:/ apart from the fact that he's totally gay and disgusting, he also sounds terrible. LIKE HOW I'M SOUNDING NOW. stupid flu, i hate you. go away and stop bothering me and my poor nose, its been tortured enough, thankyouverymuch.

AHHH my sister's ceaseless attempts to play ONE LINE of some exam piece is pure torture to my ears, i tell you. nevermind, at least she isnt playing the recorder. *shudders*

i just realised its halloween today. haha, but my mum thinks it isnt very 'appropriate' for us, cause its supposed to be anti-christ and stuff. ohwell, nevermind. but i expect people to come trick or treating at my house today, and i just wont be one of them ): i think halloween's fun, well, seems fun anyway. all that costume wearing and such? totally cooooool :D

okay i shall go sleep now.

so goodnight/ good afternoon (since its like 3+?). AH whatever, being lame just proves i'm not thinking straight anymore, pardon my nonsensical-ness. see my point. -.-

i need a shoulder to lie on.

2008-10-30T18:21:00.005+08:00

cip yesterday with mandi was UHHH. we talked to two old folks for three hours. -.- but the second old folk we talked to was really nice. :D she was really generous; cause she asked one of the workers to help her buy some kueh thing from old chang kee, and then she gave one of it to another old lady. :D so sweet right! and she's very knowledgable as well, haha (:

as usual, we bought skittles and came over to my house to eat it. BUT, we bought the wild berry flavour, which totally SUCKS i tell you. we threw like 3/4 of the packet away. thank GOD for the peppermint chocolate thingy that mandi bought.. the skittles tasted like medicine, EWW.

choir today was yet another horrendous episode of scoldings. ): i try very hard, y'know. yes, i may not be as good as some others but i try. i try to blast, i try to screech, i try. and i know we all did. we only had a f***ing six people okay. its not like we dont do it cause we're lazy to. we just CANT. which part of CANT is so un-understandable? >:/ okay this isnt supposed to be directed at anyone specifically, and i really hope i'm not insulting anyone here. but i really hope we'll stop being compared to others, cause i believe its the effort put in thats more important. so what if we arent good? that doesnt mean we can be condemned or looked down upon. i freaking well know that we did our best. well i'm sorry we wasted so much time, and i'm sorry we still didnt manage to do it in the end. but we TRIED. we really did.

& i hope that those of you reading this now would just stop reading from here. if i could lock this post up like in livejournal, i would.

sometimes, i really wonder whats up with this stupid world and all those arrogant showoffs and people who think they're so good anyway. i freaking do what i'm capable of, yet no one pays attention to that. all they care about is whether you're good or not, and if you're not? you get looked down upon. thanks, thanks a whole lot for making us feel like we're the worst and we dont put in effort. now i know how ZY feels. and that feeling's anything but good.

i really hope i didnt offend anyone, cause thats the last thing i want to do. just needed to vent some frustration on this poor keyboard. yeah. thats all, i guess.

you're the rainbow in my black and white world.

2008-10-29T09:54:00.017+08:00

i had tauhuay and something from delifrance this morning. 8D

going to lentor residence for cip with mandi later on. YAWNS i'm kinda dreading it already. but ohwell, i shall THINK POSITIVE again and hopefully it wont be as boring as the previous times?

had choir yesterday. we sounded so horrible initially cause the secthrees werent there. ): but with the new conductor's (sheesh whats her name again? /: ) incessant efforts to make us repeat the songs from the beginning over and over again once we made any mistakes, it really helped us to improve. :D i think the soptwos did well yesterday, yay us (:

camwhored (if thats what you want to call it) with my sister at home yesterday. :D haha i was bored! and it was an excuse to use my chio new phone's camera anyway. (though its only 2megapixel, but ohwell. i like the touch screem thingum outside :D )

i look really stupid here, even the smiley face looks better. ANYWAY, just concentrate on my sisters priceless expression. :DD i can totally blackmail her with this!

haha i think i was squishing her or something. uhm thus her wide open mouth. (:

yay us. 8D

acting stupid. (: whats up with the tongue huh, germ the worm. haha but she looks kinda cute here. GAWD, did i just say she looks CUTE? okaaay..

my sister should really learn how to smile more naturally eh? LOL.

haha WE ROCK :D

LOL.

this is totally just for random's sake. i saw this ball lying on the floor in the morning and i started laughing for some god-knows-what reason. but i think this ball looks totally hilarious! i mean, it has eyes!

and i just realised that blogger only lets me post pictures that i take with my phone. why? i dont know. bleh, and blogger takes REALLY LONG to post all that pictures. DOUBLE BLEH.

okay i think i'd better go and bathe now. adieu.

say it like you'll mean it.

2008-10-28T11:13:00.001+08:00

choir in around 4 hours time. great, i have 4 hours to memorise all my scores, "bearing in mind dynamics and speed". OH NOOO i cant do all that in 4 hours? no wait, minus the time i need to eat (30mins gone), to bathe (15mins gone) and the bus ride to school? (30-45mins gone) which leaves me with.. AHH 2 and a half hours. -.- gah, i really shouldnt be here now right?

I CANT WAIT FOR CLASS CHALET! credits to joan for being so busy organising it and stuff. (: but i think its really a good chance for us to meet up one last time, well not including the 14th of november crap in school. cause from well, experience, once everyone goes into different classes its really hard to meet up and find a day where most of us are available. so. costa sands, here i come! well, there i go in like a month's time anyway. ohwell. something to be excited about this holidays.

speaking of this holidays, i just realised how packed my holidays are with choir and choir-related stuff. like from now til the 27th of november, its choir on tuesdays and thursdays, time ranges from 12 to 6.30pm. then theres that choral workshop thing on 29nov, for like, 5hours? and from the 1st of dec until the 13th, i'm busy practically everyday with that World Youth Choral Festival thing. AHH and on the 29th of dec, theres choir again. /: why do they even call it a holiday when the school packs us with all these sort of things? personally, i'd prefer if my holidays werent filled with anything. so there would be time for me to sleep and waste my life away being stupid. not forgetting all those cip that i gotta do, and all the primary school meetups that never seem to work out. /: ahh, i'm really gonna be busy this holidays.

but i REALLY cant wait to go to japan though. (: my mum's already been talking about what we have to bring there, what we've gotta buy, blahblahblah. seems like she cant wait for it as well. but i can already imagine all the snow that i probably will see (or not, it depends?) the cold weather, and the carefree feeling that i always love. (: okay i shall stop fantasizing anymore and get my head back into memorising scores and attempting to sing my 'ah's properly. /:

which also means, i better get my ass off the computer now. GROANS.

pictures of you, pictures of me.

2008-10-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

so now i shall post about my week. (:

friday! - went to junction 8 with mandi, wan ting and adeline to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3. :D it dawned on me that we were actually the first bunch of people to watch HSM3 in singapore. ha we totally rock man. :D credits to moi, for organising it AWW. :D okay yes, i know you must be thinking that i'm very egoistic so i shant praise myself anymore. 8D hsm3 was nice, it was very.. grand and well, major. big. uh huh, and we had to queue to get into gv! cause it wasnt open yet when we reached there. like we actually had to QUEUE just to buy tickets -.- ahwell. we're in singapore. and thats what typical singaporeans do. didnt eat lunch cause we were too full after the nachos and cheesy hotdogs we ate, hahah. but actually adeline was hungry cause she didnt eat anything, LOL (: then we made our way to marina to bowl. -.- and credits to wan ting for boring the hell outta me and making me realise that i cant bowl and will never find bowling a joy even if you paid me to. haha but well, it was kinda, okay i guess. at least it isnt as boring as trying to teach my sister maths. so yeah. but the bowling shoes damn pai kua can! it was so ugly luh. mandi said it looked like those that bananas in pyjamas wear, HAHAHA. and i totally agree. :D being, well, me, i very lamely took a photo of it, which can be found in the link below. (: we camwhored alot in the toilet, and thank god it was empty cause we were making alot of noise and fooling around looking like idiots in the toilet, lol. we were trying to make stupid faces and stuff but they hardly worked out cause we kept laughing while trying to do it. haha, but it was really fun, and funny. (: ahhh, it was a fun day. :D

BUT i had to rush back to school to usher. so i rushed from marina back home, then rushed to change into my school u, then rushed all the way to school, only to find out that i was the EARLIEST usherer there cause i didnt see anyone else in the canteen -.- HOW AWFULLY STUPID. all those rushing and worrying for nothing! ahwell, always happens to me. i feel so scared that i'd be late, so i rush. and then turns out i'm early. bah, stupidness. ANWYAY, ushering was FUN. :D me joan and mackie kinda stuck together while ushering. then grace and mandi came along. we all acted so spastic and talked about stupid things and gossiped and well, usher. there was this once, when a parent came, we did this sort of 'kallang wave greeting' thing, where joan said 'good evening' first followed by me then mackie then mandi. then joan said 'this way please' then i did then mackie did then mandi did.. lol it was freaking hilarious! :D okay i know i sound like some wacked person now since you prolly wont understand what i'm talking about anyway. but HAHAHA it was so funny la. :D ushering was never this fun! okay, i've only ushered twice but ohwell. my second and probably last time! i thought positive and it worked out :D haha. then sat with mum in the EC talk and realised that actually it was a very good opportunity and i would really be an idiot to give it up despite the fact that i dont know and am not close to anyone taking what i'll be taking.. ): sheesh, i really dont want a repeat of the beginning of this year. but ohwell, after much persuading from my parents, i've decided to take it up anyway. so. i chose B2 as my first choice, B4 as my second and C1b as my third. anyone taking B2 as well? -shakes hand- we'll probably be in the same class next year, haha.

sooo. that was friday for you. wow, that was LONG. ahwell, now for saturday. (:

uh, i cant really remember much, except for the fact that there was this annual general meeting in my condo, and my mum dragged me there. well, sitting there made me realise that there are many selfish and self-centred people living in my condo. there was this lady, who wanted the sauna to be converted into a steam bath just because 15 of her other friends agreed to it. like WTH, that'll mean more of our money being used for something so unnecessary. so what if 15 of her friends wanted it, that doesnt mean the rest of us want it as well can. ohwell.

sunday - went to suntec for lunch, then went to collect my new specs there. (: it looks kinda weird and i'm not used to it yet, but well. its okay la i guess? uh, nothing much la.

TODAY! - woke up at 8 because of my sister's stupid disney princess alarm clock. -.- it was so LOUD and ANNOYING and i woke up instead of my sister. so i hit her head really hard to wake her up HAHA. watched tv. ate 4 biscuits. (wow i remember?!) then when my parents came back from tennis, me, my mum and sister went to the amk drive thru mcdonalds to buy food (DUH). i ate one third of big breakfast, one hash brown, one fillet o fish without tatar sauce and drank half a hot milo. (: oh GAWD, all those FATSSSS. *ohthehorrors* and i thought i could swim the calories off swimming but its raining. -.- but we didnt take lunch cause we were too full, haha. then we sent my dad off (he's going to hongkong ): but at least its only for a week this time) downstairs. and at 3, he called my mum and told her to hurry to the airport with his laptop charger. why? cause when he was using his laptop in the airport and plugged the MADE IN ___ (guess for yourselves, i shant be too direct and potentially insult people here) charger in, there were SPARKS. so he poured his drink over it, haha :D ahwell, it was hilarious.

and yes, now i'm here. feeling hungry. -.- i'm fat enough and i just cant stop myself from eating! AHHH HELP.

here's the link to the pictures.. (:

http://s494.photobucket.com/albums/rr306/huilin0910/yay%20us/

AHHH i cant wait for class chalet :D okay, gotta go now. so byebye. (:

your voice was the soundtrack of the summer.

2008-10-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

today's the last day of school. i'm feeling anything but happy now. i never seemed to realise just how much i'll miss twopurity until now. just looking at connexio and all those happy friendly cheerful faces reminds me so much of all the great times and wonderful memories this class has brought me. this entire year has been really great, i'd never thought it'll turn out as fabulous as this. i never realised the important role twopurity has played in my life, and how much i'd miss you guys. i really dont want this year to end, i dont care how many times i've said this, but i'm serious! you guys have brought me joy that no one else can ever bring, and i [very surprisingly] even find being a monitor enjoyable. now i feel extremely guilty that i didnt make anything for y'all. /: poo, i really should have made some effort to do something, eh?

anyway, got back results today. i'm still extremely dumbfounded by the fact that i got selected for enhanced curriculum, considering the fact that my stupidity is too stupid for words. & the weird thing is, i got lower than mandi but i still managed to get into trip. science. -.- aww, maybe the teachers like me better than her, cause i'm just so sweet and great, LOL :DD yeah, being egoistic is my forte. (: so now i'm in a complete dilemma as to whether or not i should take trip. science next year. i was so totally not expecting myself to get into trip. science, so i was, well, kinda focused on EC C1a. well. now that i have another option, I CANT DECIDE! and i hate it when i cant decide cause it makes me feel so.. insecure. and knowing me, i'll most probably change my mind at the last minute or something cause well, thats what i do best. BAH.

got released at like, 5 from choir today, cause i'm not going to bratislava HAHA. well, i know i shouldnt be haha-ing right here right now, cause that would seem sadistic and mean. but well, i was feeling really 1. tired. 2. exhausted. 3. sleepy. 4. lethargic. 5. VERY TIRED. yeah, not good reasons but ahwell. how often do you get to be released from cca at 5 anyway? see i'm one lucky duck. no wait, i'm not a duck. -.-

whyohwhy did i volunteer to usher tomorrow? right, i didnt volunteer, mspraba chose me. hahah. by the time i wait for the whole thing to end and wait for my mum to fetch me home, it'll be 9! cannot watch my hongkong show at 8. >:( GAH. ohwell. i shall enjoy it, however unenjoyable it may be. well its not very often people get chosen to usher anyway. uh that was just a self-assurance so i wont feel so negative about tomorrow. THINK.POSITIVE.

& i dont know why, but i cant download 'Thunder' by Boys Like Girls into my phone. RAH, i like that song okayyy. i saw the MV and i decided that the singers are really ugly but their voice is good. (: uhm no offence to anyone, k? personal view.

i shall go eat and wait for wan ting to call me to confirm the outing tomorrow. (: we're going to marina to watch HSM3 and apparently, bowl. ahwell, i shall go and majorly humiliate myself there, cause well, i cant bowl for nuts. wish me luck that i dont drop the ball on my foot or do something stupid tomorrow. (:

for the millionth time, TWOPURITYOHEIGHT FTW! i'll miss you guys loads. <3

the warmth that comes with your embrace.

2008-10-22T11:02:00.000+08:00

21st post. wow, i've been blogging alot since i created this blog.

today's admin day again. no school. feeling bored, like i always am. poo, i have this urge to go shopping now, i dont know why. ahwell, i dont have money anyway, so cant go shopping no matter how much i want to. :O

i just sneezed five times consecutively. O.O feels like i just sneezed my intestines out, i feel so woozy and weird now. SHEESHHHH.

omg, tomorrow's the last day of school. ): which also means the last day with twopurity. man, i really dont want this year to end! being in this class has taught me so many things, there'll never be another class the same. who needs an enthu or smart class to feel like you're special? we're all special in our own way. i never thought i'd say this? but i really dont want this year to end.

why is change so inevitable? why do we all have to keep changing and go through all those hardships that comes with it? i dont want to have to keep adapting all the time, like some fictional character or whatsoever in some stupid novel.

choir yesterday was really exhausting. i was really tired in the car on my way back yesterday. but ohwell, its all for the competition's sake. i really like the new conductor. (: she seems really nice and patient. or maybe its because we're just too sweet and adorable for her to bear to scold us, AWWW.

i ate a crossaint and some funny pastry from bakerzin this morning, and i have concluded that i like bakerzin. (:

i'm still not used to my new phone, e.g the messaging and my ringtones! i get so freaked out when my message tone rings, cause well, yeah, i'm not used to it. haha, but i like my new phone, i think its looks more chio everyday :DD

urgh translation annoys the hell outta me. its so BORING. and i hate being bored. and it freaks me out alot luh. like when the teacher calls out register numbers to translate some stupid piece of crap. bah, its so dumb can. sex ed is SO MUCH more interesting, though it isnt really very interesting anyway. right, i have no idea what i mean.

ok i know all that i'm typing isnt in order or whatsoever, but aiyah, who cares la. i shall go relive my childhood and play neopets now, as suggested by mandi. (: at least it'll relieve me of some boredom.

tata.

i'll get over you.

2008-10-20T14:09:00.001+08:00

marking/ admin day today so no school again. :D haha, wednesday also no school, then thursday's our last day of school so friday no school. which also means, this week only have two schooling days. wow, either our school's really lazy or well, they're just kind-hearted. i prefer to think that its the former.

so as usual, i moped around the house doing practically nothing. well apart from bothering my sister while she's studying and keep pointing out her mistakes which annoy her terribly but brings me some form of amusement. (: AND be proud of me, i actually bothered to clear the pile of junk under my table. which made me sneeze a whole lot. and my sister claimed i sounded like an elephant. O.O poo, what does she know, she's the one who sneezes like a snorting pig. HA-HA. well, going back to the junk under my table, its not much better cause i have so many things. aiyah, not my fault i have so many things that i cant seem to find any space in my house to put them. ahwell, i shall wait for the day my mum decides to do something about it before i do something about it. (:

so. my irritating sister is trying to act fat and squish me out of the chair i'm sitting in. gawd, annoying little people. and now that i have successfully shoved her out of the chair? she's DIVING into the mattress. OH WOW. and now she's stuck. AHAHA serves her right man. i shall go and be that DARLING that i always am and save her sorry butt before she falls even deeper into the mattress and i have to start pulling her out by the legs. O.O how retarded.

okay, saving done. and she's all red-faced and looking totally hilarious. :D oh and did i mention that she's now wearing spectacles? AND MY PARENTS CLAIM SHE LOOKS MORE LIKE ME NOW. eew i dont wanna look like her! ahaha, oops? ;)

bah, i'm feeling so bored. and i'm hungry. sheesh, i should really stop eating so much. i mean, look at all those FATS *ohthehorrors* on me! its just accumulating more and more and i dont seem to be able to get rid of them. urghhh.

i just downloaded many songs into my phone so i feel happy. (:

OKAY I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I'M GONNA FIND SOMETHING TO EAT.

byebye.

happy birthday, dearie.

2008-10-19T18:23:00.001+08:00

HAHA YAYY I GOT THE MOTOROLA V9 FERRARI EDITION PHONE YESTERDAY. ((: well, i kinda expected it, cause i knew my parents just wouldnt get the luxury edition phone for me. too ex. but nevermind! this phone's equally nice :D okayyy maybe not, but its still freaking cool. :DD

speaking of ferrari, i saw a ferrari on the way back from my grandma's house. like ZOMG a ferrari in singapore?! wonder how much it costs luh. ANDAND, i saw a rolls royce yesterday on the way back from tuition. wow, what rich people. i never knew singaporeans would be willing to spend so much on cars though. ahwell, as i said, rich people. too bad i'm not one of them, hahah.

ANYWAY, here's wishing my darling melissa a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! thankyou for sharing so much with me, and for being such a fabulous friend to me all these while. you've been a really great help and an even greater friend! thanks for being stupid with me, and for tolerating all my stupidness, cause i know many people wont be able to do so. :D haha, anyway, here's to a great friendship ahead! stay cheerful always, and I LOVE YOU! <3

okay. now i've got nothing else to post about. so byebye.

baby, you are MINE.

2008-10-17T18:50:00.001+08:00

okay, i'm feeling so bored i decided to post again. O.O aiyah sorry la, i know i very wu liao.

mm i have decided that i want the Motorazr V8 Luxury Edition phone. and i want it thaaaaat badly! cause its chio and freaking nice.

see my point? BUT, its freaking expensive as well. sheesh, i doubt the parents will agree to getting it for me. ): ohwell, i'm fine with the Ferrari Edition too. :D i think those unique editions that Motorola comes up with are really nice. (: ahhh SUPPOSEDLY getting a new phone tomorrow, IF my plan has expired. i really hope it has!

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cause mine now totally sucks and the battery cant last for more than half a day. O.O and when you talk to people it dies in less than 5 minutes! but when you turn it on again after awhile the battery's actually still full. rah, and my phone heats up really easily, it freaks me out. like what if the phone explodes or causes a fire or something along that line due to overheating? see, thats why i ~~want~~ NEED a new phone.

oh, and a new pencil case too. my mum promised she'll bring me to amk hub tomorrow, and i'm hoping she wont forget cause i know i will. hahah.

okay, end of post. i shall go find something to drink. dont know why, but i have this sudden craving for something sweet and cold.. like lemon barley. (: ohwell.

declare it all for the world to see.

2008-10-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

just got back from the WYCF briefing. OMG, its not just a day camp like i thought it would be. its actually a SIX DAY day camp (like for rehearsals, workshops, etc.) + the festival (uhm, which includes workshops from famous people in the choral industry?) + performances which are expected to be of WORLD CLASS STANDARD because its a really big scale event. andand, Lim Yau would be conducting us for one of the performances! :D like OHMYGAWD, lim yau. LIM YAU! and well, some Minister person would be the guest of honour for both performances. /: that sure doesnt help the sure-to-get nervousness that'll attack me like a week before the event. /: oh SHEESH, i feel intimidated already.

hmm. so do i regret not being smart like wen en and offering my place to someone who probably deserves it more than i do? maybe. i mean yes, i love choir and have that passion for singing, but am i really willing to commit myself and sacrifice two weeks of my holidays for that? maybe not. but ohwell, theres no regretting it now right? well since my name's already been submitted. so there you go, now you're looking at a participant for the oh-so-prestigious and glamorous World Youth Choral Festival. just pray that i dont screw things up for everyone on that day.

we finished watching She's Too Young today! (: it was nice. but there wasnt really any climax? cause the whole movie was just like climax all the way, which made the show interesting, but very.. anti-climax. the ending was abrupt though. REALLY abrupt. we were all like 'huh the show's ended?' that kinda thing.. i didnt really get the ending actually. rah, i just detest endings like that where they make you guess and predict whats going to happen next. like wth, i watch a movie to KNOW how it ends, not to guess whether that person's gonna die or whether he'll be together with her that sorta thing.

AHH YES, i added one more mark for my hcl paper! haha, but it hardly made any difference, so.

urgh my eye itches like mad now. i think its red and disgusting already, cause i kept rubbing my eye. okay i know i totally shouldnt be rubbing it, but its itchy! and now it feels kinda weird. O.O

oh yeaaah, TGIF. no matter how much i like school? fridays always feel so great. (:

i can reach my tomorrow.

2008-10-16T19:35:00.000+08:00

TIRED. REALLY tired. got back from choir, went to bathe, and practically dragged myself here. i dont know why i'm blogging even though i'm seriously exhausted, but well, just had this 'urge' to.

sex ed and translation today. O.O uhm, it was.. interesting? i liked the 'She's Too Young' movie though. (: even though we didnt manage to finish watching it.. actually i think we only watched like what, 3/10 of the movie? hah. oh well. more sex ed tomorrow, so we'll most prolly get to watch more of it. (: translation, on the other hand, was weird. just plain weird. it seemed fun at first, looking at all the 'direct translated english' pictures that the teachers showed us. hahah, some of them were really hilarious. like there was this photo, (taken in china), where some people selling something called 酸菜包 and they directly translated it into ACID BUNS. like wth, acid buns?! ehmygawd, talk about making a great first impression.

hmm. so. choir today was.. the usual? just scarier and more intense i s'pose. ohwell, what to do, syf next year. and we've just GOT to get that goldwithhonours. but there are really times when i feel so tired, that i start to 'fall asleep' while singing. no la, obviously not literally, but just mentally. eh oops, i really shouldnt be declaring this to the world, should i?

anyway, theres that.. WYCF briefing tomorrow. timeslot's 1.30 to 2.30, so i'm gonna leave school early. (: probably at 12, i think. wait, thats too early right? haha, gen wanted to leave at 11.30, lol :DD aiyah i dont know leh. whats going on then anyway? probably translation again. haha, here's an advanced apology to melissa if i really have to leave that early? wait again, then does that mean i've gotta get the green form FOR MYSELF? and run around finding the teachers to sign it for me? haha, normally i'm doing it for others, but now i'm doing it for myself. O.O okay nevermind, that was pretty unnecessary.

i'm hungry! i always am after choir, for some strange unknown reason. ohwell, shows that i burn fats singing. eh? that didnt make sense.

okay so i'm going for dinner now. what a terribly fun day today. yes, i'm being sarcastic, darlings.

oh, how i suck.

2008-10-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

right. so i've gotten back all my eoy papers. and i'm really disappointed with most of my marks. )): like history; i got a 45/80. like wth, 45/80?! and to think i actually wanted to take history next year. i'll probably do just as badly or flunk it all the same. bah, geog was surprisingly okay though. 57.5/80. (well, my expectations aren't too high, in case you were wondering. (: ) maybe God's trying to tell me something; that i SHOULD take geog next year.. at least geog's just about memorising until you feel like dying, but for history? things like source based questions just kill. poo, alright then, i guess my mind's rather made up now.

as for the rest of my subjects? kinda horribly done as well. english - 80/110 (HAHA.) e.lit - uhm, kinda embarrasing for the human eyes? i got 47/75. O.O but i still wanna take lit next year! i.. think? GAWD, i cant make up my mind again. SHEESH. maths - 72/100. i was disappointed! and i know my tutor and parents would be too.. /: science - 66.5/100. hmm kinda expected. actually i wasnt expecting to do so well. (: chinese - 71/110 for main paper, 59.5/90 for compo and letter writing. total? 130.5/200 = 65/100. like ZOMG I ACTUALLY PASSED CHINESE. :O AHAHA, something my mommy would be proud of :D

yepp, thats about it for the embarrassment. i hope i dont seem like i'm being so.. boastful. am i? well, not like my marks are so good that i have any reason to boast anyway. just felt like making this post longer. :D but well, the results are already out, nothing can be done about it right? i just hope that i dont screw up next year and in secfour. /:

BYTHEWAY, yours truly has been chosen to go for the WYCF (World Youth Choral Festival O.O) at the end of this year. apparently its some day camp that FOUR of us from stnicks have been chosen to go to. to interact with the choir people from other schools and.. well i dont know. but AHH, why choose ME out of well, however many people that signed up?? i mean, i'm not one of the better ones out of those other people, y'know. rah, ohwell. i shall just go for it and hope i dont humiliate myself in front of all those people.

mm i may be getting a new phone this weekend. (: IF my plan has expired and they allow me to. ohwell, i shall just go to the shop and ask. if it hasnt expired? i shall demand a nice meal from my parents to make up for the wrong information. >:) haha i'm just so smart. :D

okay so now i'm tired, even though i just slept for 2 and a half hours. aye, this girl needs her beauty sleep. :DD

translation and sex ed tomorrow. O.O how stupid can this school get sometimes, seriously.

simply revolutionary.

2008-10-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

marking day today, so no school. (:

today was kinda boring, ate my breakfast, watched tv, bathed, slept, woke up, took lunch, - wait you dont really wanna know all this yeah?

okaay, so i was supposed to go bowling with wan ting today, but well, my mum still refused to let me. /: sorry wan ting! i know you were really excited about it.. urgh darn.

i was just looking through my P6 autograph book and laughing at all the lame things we said last time, haha ;D and all those short form words we used, like 'fwenz 4eva' that kinda thing :DD its pretty hilarious actually. sheesh, i realise that i still miss sixpatience loads. ): why must time pass so fast? its like, one moment we were all worrying about psle, then the next we've all graduated and moved on to different secondary schools. and to think, school's gonna end soon and we'll all be secthree before we even know it, then graduating from secondary school into different JCs. no, i really dont want time to pass so fast! i want to stay as status quo, lead this carefree life forever and not worry about anything else.

getting back some papers tomorrow. AHHHH I DONT WANNA GET BACK MY PAPERS. /: i know i'll totally flunk them. poo, like MATHS and HISTORY. and probably the rest of my subjects too. AND i have no idea what i wanna take next year. blame the eoys! they make me so fickle minded and undecisive. first i said i wanted to take history. then eoys proved that maybe i'm just not cut out for it. so i decided i wanted to take geog next year. but am i really interested in learning about rocks and volcanoes? then again, maybe not. SEE! i have no idea what i'm gonna take anymore. /:

and i realised that i have no ambition. my parents were asking me over dinner yesterday what i wanted to be when i grow up, and i realise i dont know! like when i was seven, i remember i wanted to be a teacher. O.O then when i was P6, i wanted to be a lawyer. like HAHA.. well and now? i dont know! poo.

choir tomorrow. i have mixed feelings about it.

rah, this post was pointless.

the light that makes my darkness disappear.

2008-10-12T15:37:00.000+08:00

so yes, suntec-ed yesterday with my wonderful family. (: Swiss Culture was really good! it was really worth it. though it wasnt some posh restaurant or whatsoever, but who cares! the food was really fab! i liked the mashed potatoes. :D apparently my mum's a 'regular customer' there so we got a 10% discount when actually we shouldnt have. hahahah! and well, my mum's friend, a friend of the boss there, told them it was MY BIRTHDAY (no, it wasnt, but well, we WERE celebrating my birthday in a sense..) so we got a free chocolate fondue. O.O okay not exactly free, but the dessert we were supposed to get was upgraded into the fondue. haha pro right! not my actual birthday also can get upgraded fondue. :D

BUT, i didnt get to buy anything yesterday. cause my mum brought me to make a new pair of spectacles AND WE TOOK LIKE ONE HOUR PLUS THERE. cause my sister had to check her eyes (& she has to wear glasses! AHAHAHA) and well, i have a new discovered astigmatism. O.O poo. and apparently my degree decreased? weird.

today ____ was scary. somehow i feel its partly our fault, but i'm not sure? we really arent completely to blame either. i thought she wouldnt mind it, cause we were always like that. but anyhow, i really wanna say sorry. ): i feel really horrible.

okay so, nothing else to post. my life's pretty boring y'know.

the sweetness of life.

2008-10-11T16:34:00.000+08:00

bah, my mum didnt allow me to go to vivo with the sixpatience people. because she said its too far and inconvenient, and moreover, i just went there on wednesday. i'm really sorry clara! /: i'll definitely try to make it on the next meetup! ohwell.

my parents are bringing me shopping at suntec later. (: apparently to celebrate my birthday. and we're going to eat at Swiss Culture for dinner. i heard its good. & we're going SHOPPING! omgzxzx yayyy :D when i go out with friends i never seem to be able to part with my money, despite how much my parents give me. for example, the vivo outing with mandi and melissa? i had like 80bucks but i only spent 15bucks+ on food and the movie ticket. O.O but its somewhat.. different when i go shopping with my mum, i dont know why. hmm. ohwell, i'm gonna buy a new pencil case (mine now's too small. YES, i have too many things in there, you dont wanna know. ask melissa.), a big black handbag (i've been wanting it for AGES, but i never seem to find a nice one. poo, hopefully i'll be able to get it today (: ) and well, other random things like nice clothes :D hahah!

it just struck me that school's ending soon. like REAL soon. i know i'll miss the twopurity people loads! its sad that we dont get to be in the same class until secfour.. i mean, thats probably the only way every class would be bonded right? if they keep changing our classes like, every year, we'll never be able to bond properly, cause one year's just not enough. i really want to hang on to this year; i dont wanna be secthree. i dont wanna part with all the lovely memories that this year has brought me, and all the wonderful friends i've made in twopurity, and mspraba! she's such a great ft. sighs, i never like goodbyes.

ohwell, time just keeps moving. listening to 'I Kissed A Girl' by katy perry now. is it les? it is, right? but i like it anyhow. (:

fun in the sun!

2008-10-10T19:08:00.000+08:00

PLEASE POST YOURSELF, PICTURES. rah, the freaking pictures i took at vivo on wednesday just REFUSES to be posted. heyy, i spent a freaking one hour plus editting it okaay. shouldnt you show me some RESPECT, stupid pictures? heh. apparently not.

so, i shall stop wallowing in self-pity. i have hereby created a photobucket account JUST FOR THIS PURPOSE, & here's the link.

http://s494.photobucket.com/albums/rr306/huilin0910/vivo%20with%20us/

well. today was games carnival day. O.O and i'm like tanned now because of it! (i refuse to say that i'm 'burnt' cos technically speaking, i'm not. (: ) ANYWAY, i've been wanting a tan for a long time so i'm not too upset with it. (: frisbee today was fun! and i really didnt expect myself to say that, cause i was really dreading it in the morning. & i cant believe i actually thought frisbee would be EASY and RELAXING, cause it totally isnt. ohwell. but i had fun anyway! and shi yi's like GOOD at it! she can catch (unlike me? hey, i only catch balls, not pieces of plastic. ) and throw pretty well. but all in all, my teammates were really nice, fun and cooperative. :D though we didnt get into semis, it was still a fun experience anyway. :D we tied one match (0-0), lost two matches (both 1-0) and won one (2-1). haha not bad already cannn! maybe (just MAYBE) i'll play frisbee again next year and i wont make so much noise about it. :D at least it made me exercise, and i could lose some calories doing it. aye yes! all for the calorie's sake. (:

sooo. sixpatience meetup at vivo tomorrow. but i'm not sure my mum'll allow, cause i just went there on wednesday and its kinda far.. but i'll try asking again for miss clara chua's sake, cause she loves me too much. ;DD HAHA! and wan ting wants me to go bowling with her at marina on monday. O.O i cant bowl! and apparently my mum thinks so too. when i told her, she was laughing and asked why i wanted to bowl, cause i cant bowl anyway. HAHA thanks alot mum, you're like SO ENCOURAGING. ;D but actually? i kinda agree with the 'i cant bowl' part. the last time i bowled was like two years ago? and i had to use those things that made sure the ball didnt go into the longkang. HAHA, how embarrasing! mandi's mum is even more hilarious, she didnt allow mandi to go cuase well, for the same reason as my mum and because there are lotsa MEN there. hahahah! i nearly died laughing reading her sms. :D

okay. i shall go and eat now. byebye <3

& so blow out the fourteenth candle.

2008-10-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

yay, i'm now officially one year older; supposedly one year wiser; and definitely one year fatter. HAHA in other words, ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY. i'm feeling happy, & nothing's gonna ruin that. (: and i really want to thank those who gave me those lovely presents, birthday wishes and birthday hugs. :D haha you guys really made my day! and to make sure you all are properly 'thanked', here's a list of the dearies that really made me smile (:

[in random order, i swear.]

- mandi! (thanks for always being there for me, sweetie. you rock it always! i love the cookies that you made for me! :D & i love you to pieces! :D )

- melissa! (thanks for being such a FANTASTIC friend to me all these while! thanks for trusting me so much and sharing so much with me. LOVE YA!)

- wan ting! (thanks for being such a darling all these while! i totally love the bear that you gave me! :D love you always!)

- serena! (haha, thanks for all those hugs you gave me today, and for being such a sunshine always. love you too!)

- wen-xia! (LOL, my deeear spastic lab partner. i will never forget those completely wacked times we had together, and the fact that you like gay yoga men. :D HAHA KIDDDING LA. i still love you! <3)

- hui juan! (heehee, the first person to wish me happy birthday at exactly 05.41am. (: thanks for being such a GREAT friend to me all these while! <3)

- xin xian! (haha, thanks for your sms! stay flexible and cheerful always! love you <3)

- josephine! (thanks for your lovely sms! and for being such a great choir buddy all these while! ;D)

- may shuen! (thank you for your sms! 8D and for being such a fab friend to me. stay smart always!)

- zhao yi! (thanks for your sms and for being such a wonderful friend to me! ((: )

- camilla! (thankyousomuch for your lovely sms! and for remembering my birthday after two years. ;D hope to meet up with you someday! muacks <3)

- si jia! (thank you for your niceee sms! and thanks also for remembering me! :D)

- zerline! (thankyou SO MUCH for your sms! haha beagles ftw :D we shall meet up someday SOON! love you <3>

- alyson! (thanks for the sms! and for remembering me after all these while. you have been such a nice friend to me all these years, and THANKS LOADS! love ya! <3)

- cheryl! (thank you for your birthday wish this morning! though i dont really know you well, but you've been such a nice classmate all these while. THANKYOU! :D)

- crystal! (haha thanks also for your birthday wish and for being such a nice classmate to me! :D)

- jane! (LOL, thanks for your, uhm, birthday handshake and birthday wish :D and thanks also for being such a nice and funnaye classmate all these while! ;D)

- joan! (thankyou for your wishes and hugs! and for being such a great classmate to me! stay smart and funny! :D )

- mackie! (thanks also for your wishes and hugs! and here's a really big THAAANNNKK YOOOUU for being such a helpful and funny friend all these while! i totally enjoy teasing melissa with you, HAHA! :D )

- grace! (hee, thanks for your birthday wishes and hug! you've been a really fantastic friend all these while! ((: )

- carissa! (haha, thank you for your birthday handshake and wish! and for being a really nice friend all these while! :D )

- swee en! (thanks for your birthday wishes and hug! you've been a really fabulous classmate to me all these while! :D)

- yiyin! (LOL, thanks so much for your birthday song and wish! and also for being such a fabulous friend all these while, though i haven't known you for very long. ((: stay happy and smart always! <3)

- felicia! (thank you so much for your birthday wish! i totally enjoyed being your classmate last year! :D )

- tessa! (thanks for your sweet sms! i really enjoy all the times we've spent together, in church and elsewhere. (: stay smart and pretty always! <3

- annabel! (thank you for your sms! its really great being your friend, and i'll never forget the great times we spent together! hahah beagles all the way! <3)

- lastly, my dearest MUM and DAD, for those lovely smses, and for being my pillar of support and confidantes all my life. thanks so much for making my fourteen years of life the most meaningful one anyone can ever have! i will love you always! <333

- and here's to anyone i left out, i'm REALLY SORRY! :/

wow, okay that was tiring. i took like fifteen minutes to type those out, hahah. but it was worth it to know that there are so many lovely people out there who remember me! ((: i shall be eternally grateful for that! :D

today's enrichment was surprisingly quite fun. i totally expected it to be really boring (what, it said 'day of reflection' on the form they gave us. was i supposed to think it would be interesting?!) but it wasnt at all! okay maybe some parts were a little.. draining, but all in all, it was really fun. (: the sectwos sang and danced to many ABBA songs, and all those hugs really warmed my heart. (: i never realised how great this school was until now, and i have no regrets joining st nicks! yes, you may think i'm crazy, but i'm serious! the friends i've made here are simply too wonderful for words, and i know i'll never find such fabulous friends anywhere else. wow okay i'm getting mushy. waaay to mushy for it to even be processed through my brain, lol. :D well! i shall post the pictures of yesterday on a separate post altogether.

so wait for me to post the pictures, fingers crossed that blogger wont screw up.

awesomeness.

2008-10-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

went to vivo with dearies mandi and melissa today. :D walked there until our feet couldnt take it anymore, camwhored, walked to harbourfront shopping centre just to eat kfc (well, its all for the long craved cheese fries. and YES, all those fats! i actually spent $8.05 on FATS.) uhm kinda got lost there and well yeah. haha, & we watched house bunny! omg the show's damn nice, people, you should go watch it. :D its kinda.. sick though but well, you'll get used to it. more or less, i guess. well APPARENTLY, mandi UNDERSTANDS some parts which innocent lil' melissa and i dont. which proves.. okaay i shan't say anything else. (: i can totally visualise mandi coming after me with choppers or something. HAHAH! anyways, yeah, the show totally rocks, it was freaking hilarious, and i LOVED IT. well we all did, actually. i've never laughed so much in ages, and i'm glad we decided to watch it! next movie i wanna watch is HSM3! (: hey what, i watched HSM1 and 2 okaay. i think HSM3'll be better and waaaay nicer! but its only in cinemas, poo. well, another excuse to go out! :D four christmases seems hilarious too, i also wanna watch! anyone wants to accompany me? (: haha, my parents wont necessarily approve of that though. they'll go on with their lifelong lectures about movies being a waste of money, why not go buy the dvd instead, except that they wont give me money to, blahblahblah stuff like that. ohwell. i still wanna watch them anyway. (:

okaay. so we camwhored in vivo, all thanks to moi. & so here are the oh-so-fabulous photos which i editted with the oh-so-fabulous picasa! (:

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URGH darn, blogger just refuses to let me post pictures. I HATE YOU BLOGGER, YOU TOTALLY SUCK >:/ okay i shall come edit this post again later.

stairway to freedom.

2008-10-07T11:35:00.000+08:00

ohmygawd. eoys are over. OHMYGAWD EOYS ARE OVER! :DD gosh, i've been waiting for this day like, forever. the exams were, well, okay i guess. history, math, science and chinese were kinda hard though. math especially. gosh, i left so many questions blank la. maybe i should have done more assessments that like, everyone advised me too. ohwell. its over anyway. OH YES. english was terrorising. at least now i've learnt my lesson - READ THE FREAKING INSTRUCTIONS BEFORE DOING THE FREAKING PAPER. why? cause yeah, i did just the opposite. the instructions said to leave three lines after each question; i didnt. the instructions said to leave one line after every part of the question; I DIDNT. AHHH i really hope they wont minus any marks for that luh.. poo. then on that day, when i got home, i got cut by a nail in the sofa. YES, A NAIL IN THE SOFA. like hello, a nail in the sofa. how does THAT happen? well, it happened all right, and it hurt so much lor. its better now i guess, luckily the nail wasnt rusty or i probably wouldnt even be here now la, haha. e.lit made my hand hurt. other than that? yeah, well, nothing else, i guess.

ahhh, freedom never felt so good before. now i have a whole lot of time to waste, and for once, i dont have to worry about not putting my time to good use or some other crap cause thats what today is for! :D haha, and i'm glad that there's no school tomorrow. mm did i mention that i'll be going to vivo tomorrow? i think i did. ohwell, i shall say it again. I'M GOING TO VIVO TOMORROW! um well, yay?

soooo. i have no idea what to say now. well. my birthday's coming soon, this is a really big hint to all of you reading this, and i'm hungry. i shall go find something to eat then.

& well, byebye.

birthday wishes and sweet kisses

2008-09-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

it was my mum's birthday yesterday, and she actually bought cheesecake from nydc! and she actually like bought the WHOLE cake, not just one pathetic slice that she usually buys; which is totally a ripoff cause its like 7bucks? and the whole cake's 2o something or 30 dollars only luh. ha, be smart like me people. (:

so. saturday; went out to raffles hotel to celebrate my mum's birthday; ate an over-priced buffet which honestly? wasnt really that good. but ohwell, its not very often that we get somewhere like that, so yeah. it was okay la actually, the sofa that me & my sister sat on was huge, and we've discovered that when you bounce on it, the other person sitting on it bounces too. yes, i had personal experience.

EOYSEOYSEOYSEOYSEOYSEOYS. i can just KILL myself studying. its so torturing, so TORMENTING (wait, have i mentioned it before?) and so.. EEW. i really cant wait for it to be all over, then i can leave my books to collect dust somewhere and waste my life away sleeping or doing stupid stuff like watching tom and jerry. i cant wait for the eighth of october either; going to vivo with some people to celebrate my birthday :D i've only been to that wonderful creation twice, and on both occasions i didnt really get to shop that much. so YEAH i'm going there to be retarded, be stupid, and have fun. rah, but before all that are mugging and more mugging. why cant this torturous period just pass by faster? I WANT TO GO SHOPPING.

sooo. i think this shall be my last post til eoys are over. at least, i THINK so. well by right i shouldnt even be blogging now, considering the fact that eoys are like what, less than a week away? so perhaps i should just stop talking so much crap now and study. well TATA then, i will be baaaaaaack! dont miss me. (:

i'm sick of all those same routines; i'm tired of all those stuckup queens.

2008-09-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

I CANT DEBATE, NOT FOR CHOCOLATES NOR FOR ICE-CREAM. ha, i totally sucked at the debate yesterday can. i didnt offer any POIs like my other group members did, though i realise now that i actually could have said alot, so UGH. it was totally mortifying, horrifying and.. terrifying. i was so nervous, i literally could feel myself quivering. this week has been really crazy, with so many things going on - mock tests, mugging, assignments which i always fail to attempt, more mugging and yeah, you get the point. just studying, studying and more studying. its a wonder i haven't collapsed or something yet, considering the fact that this gruelling week has been really tiring and stressful. sometimes? i really feel like giving everything up, going to sleep, and not think about all the torment ahead of me. i sleep at the latest time i have ever slept in my life; wake up at 545 in the morning; get back from school at 3something, if not later than that; study study & study til dinner and yeah. i know that i SERIOUSLY need a life, but what other suggestions are there? eoys are approaching, i NEED to do well, for everyone's sake. i really feel like burying myself in a hole or migrating to antartica until i'm like 80 or something. its much less torturing that way.

& some people haven't been helping very much.

i know that i am a huge cheater in your eyes, but what about you? why say things to me that hurt me so much, when you do all the same? why take such huge advantages of me, then send this message to me that you think i'm not good enough? this has happened so many times & i beared with you. i really dont care if you happen to read my blog and know that i'm refering to you, because i really cant take it anymore. sometimes, i really detest the stuck-up b****es that this world throws in my face. i know i really shouldnt be saying this, and that its simply just wrong, but i'll probably delete all these later on.

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I NEED TO FOCUS. i told myself that i would finish studying history yesterday, but guess what? i fell asleep in the middle of chapter 9. ha, keeping awake while studying's perpetually impossible, i tell you. i have all the 'study schedules' planned, but i just dont seem to follow them. i'm just so diligent, dont you agree?

its me, you and me.

2008-09-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

bah, lit mock test was painful. and tormenting! & i cant believe i want to take lit next year. heh, but at least its better than geog, i s'pose. my finger cramped and hurt so much after that, you really dont wanna know how its like. URGHHH, EOYS ARE COMING SOON. how soon? i dont know. but all i know is that I'M SO DEAD. gosh; ohthehorrors.

on to a happier topic, our group got 16/20 for gym! omg i'm so pleased with ourselves :D i thought we did quite well; better than the practices la, haha (they were so messy, it was actually more hilarious than worrying :D ) & i shall be proud and ego and boast now: WE GOT HIGHEST IN CLASS! ohyeahhh. ;DD sorry la, i'm just being an innocent happy little fella. (: seriously speaking, gym was never this fun. the back aches, muscle aches & nao3 chong1 xue3 s were totally worth it, i tell you.

mm what do i have left to study? HISTORY. & i dont feel like starting. :O GOSH, I NEED SOME MOTIVATION! its like, i know that i only have __ number of days til eoys. and i haven't started on history! AHHHHH! poo, i think i'm gonna do so badly, my parent's will probably insist i have more tuitions/ spend less time doing stupid and unecessary stuff like this/ watch less tv/ sleep less (what, i take afternoon naps okaay) & well, uh, y'know. that kinda thing? yeah.

ooh, my birthday's coming soon. its less than a month away! woohoo, birthdays are fun. though i'm not having anything extravagant this year like i usually do.. 'cos 1. my cousin's wedding's on the fourth, and moreover, eoys are still in progress. 2. it takes a loooong time to plan for parties or whatsoever, & do i look like i have the time to plan?! hmm wait, actually i do if i stop doing stupid things all the time. aiyah, but thats besides the point. (: 3. uh, there.. isn't a number three i think. or at least, i cant think of a number three. ohwell.

so. i have nothing much to talk about, really. my life's the same old boring story, with the same old boring me. yeah. yeah. so, uh, bye? OKAY. BYE.

so pave the way into my life today.

2008-09-11T17:54:00.001+08:00

aye. eoys just freak me out. the maths paper was complete hell, and the science one today was worse! i totally forgot ALOT of chem stuff, and so? i left manymany questions blank. heh, way to go huilin. you are like, SO GONNA GET AN A FOR SCIENCE THIS TERM. & who believes me?

bah, eoys are downright sickening and sadistic. i'm so tired of sleeping late just because i was staying up to study about linear settlement patterns or SOME CRAP LIKE THAT. & i dont want to live like that for another few weeks! i dont want to study about settlement patterns or water pollution or molecules or sexually transmitted diseases (yes, this is on purpose) or whatnot. it goes into my brain and out the next day, like osmosis or diffusion y'know? ehmagawd, am i actually talking science? sheesh, i really wonder whats gotten into me these days, hah.

so. today. home ec practical. haha, my breakfast looked so terrible! i totally couldnt flip the stupid omelette even though I BROUGHT MY OWN SPATULA TO SCHOOL LIKE A COMPLETE RETARD. it didnt help, seriously. i could probably have used a fork and spoon and the outcome would still have been the same. ohwell. conclusion? i'm just not cut out to cook. ha, at least i know one job option's out. and its 607 now, & i haven't eaten it. i think its probably rotten or something by now luh. pffft.

gym presentation tomorrow! sheesh, our group's so not prepared :D but its fun! and my back hurts from doing so many standing down/up bridges cause we kept having to redo the scene. haha :DD and people (eg swee en, lol) have commented that my face is like RED-CHILLI-RED after i do a headstand. ohnoooo i dont want to look like a giddy tomato tomorrow! haha, but nevermind. i still think my group's really lovely and fun, we're all very co-operative. (: and its all thanks to joan that we actually have something to do! yay joan, you rock. ;)) but we've all put in so much effort and time (all the bread for recess? i swear i'm not eating bread after this for the next 1month) ; i'm proud of it; so NO LAUGHING AT US TOMORROW YOU LITTLE NINNYWITS.

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countdown to eoys? um i dont know?

countdown to my birthday? 25 more days! :D (YES THIS IS A BIG HINT SO IF YOU DONT GET IT I SHALL WHACK YOU ON THE HEAD OR ON THE BUTT, WHICHEVER YOU PREFER.) aww, aren't i a sweet little girl? now dont you dare 'i beg to differ' me. *smiles innocently*

i shall go and bathe now. & so goodbye, little people. I.WILL.BE.BACK. sometime.. not so soon. i'm a good girl, remember?

& i still wait for a miracle to happen.

2008-09-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

ZOMG ONLY ONE POST DURING THE HOLIDAYS? this cant be me. i swear, i was on some weird mugging craze; mugged science and maths the whole holidays. yes, i know you must be thinking WTH? science and maths only? but hey, i need my sleep, my food, and a life y'know. but i really wonder why i only blogged once. i must have been possessed as well?

anyway. UGH MY TAGBOARD REFUSES TO WORK. >:/ i keep trying to make it like, you know, APPEAR in my blog but apparently it doesnt want to. whyohwhy? i really dont know. & its reaaally annoying when you're actually TRYING VERY HARD to like you know, make it work and it just doesnt. pffft.

on the bright side, camprock was like WHOA. joe jonas was even more WHOA. (omg *swoons*) i really have no idea why i think he's hot, but i just do okaay. well at least i know i'm not the only crazy one. (: and randomness? here's a stupid picture of joejonas i found.

& so, I HEARD THAT THOSE WHO WENT FOR THAT STMELODY'S CHOIR THING GETS 4HOURS OF CIP. pfft now i'm mad i didnt go. well i couldnt go in the first place, but four hours is ALOT! why dont they give cip hours for participating in events? like being a guest choir for other schools? that kinda thing? & i heard the dressing room was quite nice, not like the jubilate one which was MUCH too small for sixty something people luh. heh, unfair man.

eoys suck. a whole lot. i think exams are just a huge waste of paper and ink. & talk about "saving the earth" man. the school doesnt practice what they preach!

& so because of that, i shall be on hiatus. um, i think? at least for a while, i guess. i dont know. if like something totally interesting and unbelievable happens like they announce the eoys are cancelled - i would DEFINITELY blog again. 'til then, tata people. have fun mugging. & for those totally slow people - YES, I'M BEING SARCASTIC.

sixpatience meetup

2008-09-05T16:50:00.001+08:00

HA-HA, its the holidays, and i haven't blogged. thats like.. impossible. heh, well not my fault that there are such things in this world called EXAMS, and with that comes MUGGING and um well, not mugging when i'm supposed to? like now? anyways.

friday [as in last friday?] - SIXPATIENCEOHSIX MEETUP! :D gawd, we've all changed SO MUCH. be it height (ZOMG zerline's like.. TALL.) or um, character (aka level of sickness, e.g. BINDHU) and well, yeah. okay, so here are some pathetic pictures i koped from clara c.'s blog with YOURS TRULY in it. :D

yeah i'm taller than claraaa! ;D um oops? haha :D but clara still looks cute, just more chio. aww, i know she loves me for saying that.

clara again :D EWW WHATS UP WITH MY HAIR MAN. i'm so going for a haircut tomorrow. no, seriously.

um half of the class with ms siew. :D i'm not there cause i was busy being stupid. (:

wellll. more photos on clara's blog (: SIXPATIENCEOHSIX FTWWW ♥

i shall go and study now. so far? i've only finished studying science and maths. AND OMG, GEOG AND HISTORY ARE FREAKING LONG AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED. >:(

starting all over again.

2008-08-27T18:39:00.001+08:00

okay. so this is a new blog, with a NEW NAME. i always wanted to change my blog name but never got to it. ohwells. so now that i've FINALLY got to it, please remember to relink(:

yay:D um, and if any of you know how to transfer all my posts from the other blog? tell me k? & i'll LOVE YOU TO ATOMS FOR IT. hmm maybe i should just ask mandi. now why didnt i think about it before typing all those crap?